Vehkan ==> Sigh loudly at your little nag machine. You were always conflicted between finding his antics endearing or shoving your fist down his throat to shut him up for a while. But wait… does that kill people?? You weren’t quite sure.
You sat on the couch staring off at the ceiling without a thought in your head. Only the annoying drone of Kruvni’s voice as he tried to get your attention but you had enough of his shit for the day. You weren’t exactly mad, oh no this time around you were pretty calm, but the more he talked the harder your ears started to ache and the urge to just slap some duck tape over the guys mouth increased.
… Hey there was a thought though. Why hadn’t he done that yet. It was like god finally decided to come down and share his wicked whimsey with you like JESUS ALMIGHTY CHRIST WHY HADN’T YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THAT??!?!
You still had that vacant expression on your face but as soon as you just had half the mind to move and go search for tape you felt the sharp feel of needs… wait no those were Kruvni’s fricken nails biting into your ear and tugging on it.
Your blood seared through your veins, that familiar warmth trickling into your very core and threatening to edge its way up into your brain. You couldn’t yell at him however that would be self destructive. You never rose your voice, you just held everything in until it became too much.
Your body moved without much thought. You didn’t need to think to move. You needed to think to stop. The quickening beat of your heart drummed up into your ears and Kruvni’s voice just seemed to be pushed further and further away.
What was he compared to you? Nothing but a twig. You gather both his wrists up in one hand and slowly squeezed down. So frail, you could just feel them creak against your palm. He tried to jerk away from you. to reject you and run away, but what was he but an insignificant weakling. He was nothing compared to you once his hands were taken away from him. The more he moved the harder you squeezed down until everything started to grow still and everything was quiet once more.
"…. Kruvni you should be more careful. I could take everything you have away from you…but i wont. I know hands are some of the most important things to us…I’d never do that to you… really."
You loosened your hold on his wrists staring at the discoloration underneath before gently kissing his hand. Nothing was broken, you were sure of it. You weren’t exactly sure though when your thoughts shifted over from yanking him onto you and forcing him to shut up with a kiss, into crushing the very wrists that you grabbed.
You needed to be more careful.
Slowly you tilted your face back up to look at him. Eyes clear and penetrating into his.
If he wanted to hurt you, you’d let him. Wounds tended not to stick with you long, but if he rejected you over this well… that was another story wasn’t it. The kisses you trailed across his skin said many things.
An apology, a promise, a poison.
If Kruvni thought he could get out of this so easily. Well he was sourly mistaken.
Vehkan ==> carefully tug the jittery mess onto your torso and kiss him firmly for good measure.