Being lonely most of the time sucks, not being able to hold and kiss him for months at a time sucks… but knowing I’ll see him, counting down on my calender make it so worth it. The reasons for the butterflies in my stomach, the reason for my headaches, but its because only he has so much of an impact on my life. He’s my rock, my best friend, and one of my biggest inspirations.  These few moments I spend with him are worth the numerous moments I go without him. I’m in love with this guy.. besides, what’s 4 years to a lifetime?