unanswered-prayers

Strap yourself in, let passion take hold. Let yourself go, let emotions take control. Feed into your anger, sell yourself to me. Give your every wish to me, come to me with your plea. I will hear you words, and I will be your revenge. Imagine darkness, filling up your soul. Let me take control. I am your master, you belong to me. I let you in my house, to indulge in my own greed. I listen to your words, I nod my head in sympathy. I tell you not to worry, place your fears on me. Give me all you have, give me what I need. Give me what I want, for child this is your fee. Place your hands together, say the special words. Sing to me your praises, let yourself be lured. I can hear your words, they’re coming in so strong. In weeks you see my response, you know this was so wrong. Your family dies of wasting, your wish was not fulfilled. Deep inside your heart, you know this is “gods” will.

myledgerisdrippingred asked:

Angst please.

Your muse finds my muse in the shower, shaking and bleeding after being raped. 

Blood starts to spiral down the drain, mixing with the freezing cold water that ran off Loki’s body. Tears streamed down his face as his body shivered violently. Every inch of him hurt and his eyes were wide and unblinking as he just stared at the bathroom wall in fear.

When the bathroom door opened, he forced himself further into the corner and whimpered as fear gripped his heart.

Do any of you ever feel like you’ve been abandoned by God? Because right now I do. My life has been really rough these past few months and it just keeps getting worse and worse. I’m not going to go into detail but today something happened and I snapped. I’m not proud of it, but I smashed my soapstone incense holder or whatever you want to call it

I’ve been putting up with so much crap for so long…. I can’t take it anymore. I honestly can’t. I need to catch a break but God never answers my prayers. Things just keep getting worse and I don’t know how much more I can take

I genuinely feel like I’ve been abandoned and I’m being ignored by God and it hurts. I honestly can’t understand why things are the way they are. What did I do to deserve all these bad things that keep getting thrown at me? I can’t catch a break. I see no peace. I can’t take much more of this, I honestly can’t

Sometimes I feel like that it’s my lot in my life to suffer. As if I’ve done something real bad in a past life and as a result I’m suffering for it in this one

I just don’t get why some people can’t understand that i don’t want a girlfriend….it makes me upset when people try to make things happen and it actually work, but when i have to tell one of the most attractive women that i dont want a girlfriend after all she does is hint about dating it just makes me feel so bad. I’ve been there and I’ve done that…let me be free and single for a while the worries are gone, the clock is gone, the memories are greater and you learn so much more and can do so many things you couldnt because someone else is holding you back. The pros outweigh the cons of being single by a landslide. And all of my friends and their girlfriends always support me and help me out and i thank God everyday for my real friends.

More tears are shed over answered prayers
than unanswered ones.
— 

Saint Teresa of Avila

and quoted by Truman Capote for 'Answered Prayers'

Saint Teresa of Avila (1515-1582), born Teresa de Cepeda y Ahumada, was a Spanish mystic philosopher and Catholic saint.

'Answered Prayers' is an unfinished novel by American author Truman Capote (1924-1984) published posthumously in 1986