I just want

I just want to be able to love myself
I just want to be able to walk around in shorts and not worry about the scars on my legs
I just want to be able to walk past a crowd and not want to die
I just want to be able to look at my waist and wish it had something
Other than bone
I just want to be able to not want to hang myself every time I think about leaving the house
I just want to believe compliments
I just want to be able to smile, and mean it
I just want to be able to go to school without makeup
Because I hate my face more than anything on my body
I just want to think of myself as even decent looking
Maybe even beautiful
But I don’t think that’s gonna happen any time soon


SUBJECT A8, NEWT. (the glue) As a leader, subject has gained the support of those around him. He has formed a close relationship with Subject A2. He is respected among the other boys, exhibiting power and influence. As second in command, leadership skills are improving. Exhibits patience and befriends others with ease. Potential to grow into position of respected authority among subjects.


Happy 31st Birthday, Thomas Arthur Darvill. 


There will always be those who mean to do us harm. To stop them, we risk awakening the same evil within ourselves. Our first instinct is to seek revenge when those we love are taken from us.