I've been tagged

So, I’ve been tagged by the sweet Sherlocked on the phone

Rule 1: Post the rules
Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make 11 new ones
Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post
Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

Questions to answer?

1)  What would you do if the destiny of humanity would depend on you?

I don’t know about me, but the rest of you would be pretty much screwed tbh


2)  Ice-cream or Ice-bear?

Ice-cream, all the way


3)  Sexy or smart?

That’s a hard one… but I guess smart


4)  If you could write a book, about what would it be?

Fiction, definetely. Probably some of those chicken books


5)  What would be your last words before death?

"Please, let my followers know I still love them… and if they unfollow me, I’m gonna haunt that bitches till the end of the world."


6)  Do u consideer this world dangerous and wild, or safe and sweet?

Maybe both, idk. It’s not all black or white, there are colors inbetween.


7)  Favourite song?

At the moment is Truly, Madly, Deeply by One Direction


8)  Whovians or pavians?

whovians


9)  Sherlock or the doctor?

Sherlock!!!!


10)  Cello or Violin?

oh, definetely violin


11)  Would you date me?

sure, what time do I pick you up?

My Questions:

1) Best book you ever read?

2) In what regular basis do you hear “you’re still on this computer?” or its variations?

3) What is your honest opinion in schools that don’t have wifi?

4) Ever read any fic so amazing you couldn’t stop thinking about it for weeks? (if yes, which?)

5) Are you barefoot right now?

6) Worst thing someone ever heard you saying?

7) How many british/irish people already made you cry/curl up in a ball/wish to jump off the nearest cliff (in a good or in a bad way)?

8) If you could make people just disappear, would you have the guts to do it?

9) Most scaring thing to ever happen to you?

10) Why are you on tumblr?

11) More compromising song you have on your phone? (and why?)

And I’m tagging:

multimidia-1d

selena3333

tommothefootballer

fiveidiotsinmybed

cats-and-food-are-my-friends

taylorgetyourfilthyhandsoffharry

larry2marry

crims0nsun

niall-is-a-pimp

myobsessionisnothealthy

zayniepaynie

Please, please, pleeease tag me if you do this, I really wanna know your answers!

I’m so glad One Direction exist because I’ve been feeling horrible all week and I just went to therapy and I’m somehow worse but these gifs from the livestream are still making me smile and I just love them so much and I’m so glad they exist I just and I still feel horrible and I tried talking to my mum about it but she doesn’t get it and I just I look so horrible and my stomach is so disgusting and bloated and I’m such a failure and I’m just so sad I literally cried all the way driving home from therapy I don’t know why I’m so upset right now and I want to look better and have more control and feel better but I can’t! I’ve been trying and trying and I can’t and I still don’t know my weight and I just everything hurts right now and I don’t know what to do and I wish everything would just stop so I can enjoy these gifs and be happy again. I’m so sorry for my blog this week guys I’ve been so bipolar this week and I feel like I’m failing you guys it’s just been a really awful time rn and I’m so so so sorry you have to witness me going through this.

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MY FRIEND TOLD ME SHE’S GETTING TWO KITTIES THAT WE JUST SPENT THE PAST HOUR TALKING ABOUT AND I AM SO EXCITED I MADE THIS!!! DON’T JUDGE ME

Okay so today was better. I mean istill feel like I’m a shit friend but i asked my one friend if she wanted to hang out this weekend so I tried and I’m talking with my other friend Friday so we’ll see. Also thanks to all the lovelies who messaged me :) I’ll respond as soon as I get back to the computer :) so dinner sucked it was Stromboli we ate with our hands which was a mess and then a dessert that we had prepped before hand which would have been fine if I didn’t have to come home and eat more food to take me meds but ugh whatever :/ But the big news today is I’m GOING TO JUNIOR PROMMM :) it’s with my guy best friend and he is sooo bad at asking me to prom but I don’t expect any better off him and even though I won’t be happy with how I’ll look I’m still gonna try and enjoy it.

I’M SCREAMING ITS SO AWFUL

The cursor blinks on the page, teasing me as I wrack my brain

For the idea that I swore was unstoppable mere minutes

before I had sat down. Frustration builds as I try to write

What I had envisioned earlier, but all that flows from

My fingers is disappointing and not my aim.

I sigh and give up abandoning my work in favour

Of someone else’s as I pray the idea will strike me again. As I read

My frustration only grows as I feel awe envelop

Me while looking at this work by another. Their work

So eloquent, mine dull and plain in comparison.

A feeling of despair seizes my soul as I feel

I should just abandon my process altogether as my work

Will clearly never amount to that of the others

That I admire.

Then I remember the feeling I get everytime

I complete something I worked hard on,

And truly poured my soul into. I am suddenly heartened

And a new idea seizes my brain. I quickly switch back to the document

Eager not to forget so that the cursor doesn’t tease me again.

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