*//q//*;; can’t say i didn’t try ////

“I just feel so blessed.”

Snippet from a song I'm working on

This is essentially a snapshot of a page from ye olde writing notebook, so don’t take it as a whole piece.  Just thought I’d throw it out there and see the reaction.  I know I deal with these sorts of bullshit rationalizations on a daily basis.

But it’s not you, right? It’s everybody else

You gotta shift the bigotry away from yourself

"I’ve got an open mind, but that’s the real world

All you’re gonna find will get you hurt. 

You’ll see it was me who was helping you out
don’t doubt that if I gave you a hand
it would set a standard the world wouldn’t stand. 

So trust when I say that I do this do you,

'cause in the real world, dreams don’t come true"

But what you don’t see is *YOU ARE THE PROBLEM*

and things don’t get solved until we fuckin’ solve them

One less rotten step on the staircase

Elevates us all to a better place.


Yep.  Just that.  I could post more, I guess.  Sure as shit need to write more.

anonymous asked:

Okay what the hell do you actually like, asshole

I assume you mean related to games, so uhh, matthewmatosis, gaming historian, portscenter, chrontendo, hyperbithero,  Joe Gagne’s Funtime Pro Wrestling Arcade, gaming brit, Mr BTongue, Totalbiscuit’s port reports since nobody else seems interested in doing that shit, Dark Side of Gaming and Console Wars by Blake J. Harris

I highly recommend all of those, especially Gaming Historian and the Console Wars book.

I have watched you in the ring for 10 years.  I have seen you spill blood all over the world.  You are an amazing performer who never gets enough credit.  You can tell a story so well.  You make me believe.  I’m sorry that you are being treated so bad, you deserve better.  No matter which way you go, I will always be cheering for you to succeed.  There is nobody else on the planet like you.  you are a diamond in the rough and it scares the shit out of people on creative.  You are already my champion.  Thank you for keeping me interested in wrestling.  You are one in a billion and I am proud to call myself a fan. 

This man is one of the last true professional wrestlers on the planet.

This man has spent the last decade bleeding and breaking his body for us.

This man cannot be copied.

This man deserves a chance.

This man is Dean Fucking Ambrose.


Happy Dean Ambrose Appreciation Day

I appreciate him every time he comes on my screen.


sometimes, I wish I was somebody else. Everyone seems to have someone to catch them if they fall a thousand feet, but me, none… sometimes I wish I was Lucy ‘cause even if they (natsu and lucy) don’t get all lovey dovey, still their special to each other and everybody knows that. I wish I could find a love where the person I love loves me more than I could ever love myself… 

but nobody will ever be interested in my story. I’m a nobody after all and what I want will never matter.

you know the reason I love fairy tail? I get to witness a world where love is something, hope is anything and friendship is everything that I never get to see in real life.

I’m such a loser, I know! I’m already 16 and I never had a boyfriend(or girlfriend).

Maybe one day, maybe someday…

Happy 19th birthday,Austin!

So I don’t know where to start.I discovered you almost 4 years ago. It’s already been 4 years.I didn’t see them go.Crazy to tell yourself these seconds are gone forever.But,that’s not the point.

I want to thank you,thank you for existing.Because,without you here today, I would probably be someone negative,and depressed.But today,you’re one of the part because why I am happy with who I am.You were here for me with your music like nobody else was,and that was all that mattered to me at this time. If it wasn’t for you,I wouldn’t have come on tumblr,and make me incredibly friends,and met some of the greatest people of my life.. (guess people living away from me are more interesting than my entourage) Like Sam,Anna,Lucy,Sarah.. and so many more,which don’t miss an occasion to make my life better in so many ways. So thank you,thank you so much Austin,for everything that you do,and you probably got no ideas of.Hope you have a good day,and that this year will be filled with hapiness and sucess.It’s all I could wish you.

Let me know your best experience with Austin,or your favorite moment you remember! I’d love to know it (:

Transformers: Welcome to the Gun Show

Title: Welcome to the Gun Show
Warning: Much comparing of gun sizes, tormenting a third party with sexual tension, dubcon? Nonexplicit hatesex.
Rating: PG-13
Continuity: IDW
Characters: Sixshot, Tarn, Overlord, Megatron
Disclaimer: The theatre doesn’t own the script or actors.
Motivation (Prompt): Commission from Elapuse. Thank you!

[* * * * *]
Sixshot has no interest in the size of anyone’s gun, but nobody else can see what’s right under their noses.
[* * * * *]

bambis-playground asked:

JESUS CHRIST I WAS NOT THE ONE WHO SENT THOSE ANONS IF I HAD SOMETHING TO SAY I WOULDN'T HIDE. I'm sorry that I offended you or whatever with my stupid comments, but I'm sorry, and Id like to drop this after this message. And btw chubby-little princess is my side account so yes. This is the same person.

oh my god
Ah yes, so that would explain why your IPs are the same. 

And that would explain why you’re even aware that I pointed out how blatantly obvious it was that it was you. 

Leave the drama in high school, honey, I’m really not interested. How about you stop messaging me, and stop trying to turn your irrelevant comment into some big problem, since you’re the only one harping on it, and maybe it can be “dropped.” I wasn’t even aware it was picked up. You’re clearly the only one who got offended, nobody else gives a shit, so stop sending me your cute little anonymous messages and then you can move on with your boring life. 

anonymous asked:

hi! I was wondering, as a writer, how you differentiated your own ideas from ideas that may have come from long ago read books. I'm always paranoid that I've used someone else's concepts unknowingly. is there any way you can know what you're writing is completely original?

You can’t. No concept is original. No idea has not been explored. All creation is derivative.

Your aim isn’t to create something completely original – I promise you, it can’t be done. All you can do is combine and explore things in the most unique and interesting ways you can. One thing to remember, though, is that nobody can tell any story exactly like you can. So although your ideas will never be original, your voice, and your style, always is.

I should be asleep

More than not, I feel like an impostor when I try to spend time with folks with whom I ostensibly share some specific trait (the one around which we are organizing, the one we are discussing, the hobby we are pursuing, whatever).

I feel like it’s just a matter of time before someone points a finger at me and discovers I never belonged in the first place. Rejected. Thrown out.

I never really know what the bounds are, only enough to feel that I don’t fit them. When it comes to trans stuff, queer stuff, I feel like someone is going to pull up some busted thing I said years back or some weird feeling I am working through now or some question for which I don’t know the answer and declare me an impostor.

It’s part of the reason my gender has developed as it has; it’s all *mine*. *I* define what my terms are and *I* define what they mean. Ultimately, though, if I am not going to be alone j am going to have to determine the Venn diagram overlap and try to meet with others. Scares the shit out of me.

I don’t want to hurt anyone, to intrude in spaces I am not wanted. To force my way into places I don’t belong.

Well, in terms of small safe-space type places anyway. I don’t seem to belong in the rest of the world but they can deal. I *am* pretty great in my own way some times.

If only I weren’t as crazy as I am I might be better at sorting out the paranoia from the legit concern. The concussion doesn’t help either.

Meh. I should be sleeping.

The Rules are as Follows:

1) A gentleman never tells about conquests, private matters, or dealings. His business is nobody else’s.
2) A gentleman doesn’t clash in public with enemies or exes, or worse, with out-of-fashion contrasts, colors or styles.
3) A gentleman is always happy to serve, whether it’s opening the door, picking up the bill, or merely calling a cabin the next morning. Ask him for help and he cannot refuse.
4) A gentleman never reacts to rudeness. He pretends he doesn’t recognize it and moves on like it never happened, because it never should have.
5) A gentleman is always on target with witty remarks, interesting facts, and conversation starters that bring out the best of everyone,
6) A gentleman asks non-invasive questions to kee a conversation going and attention focused on others. He makes them feel like the most interesting person he’s ever met, whether that’s true or not.

From PEP 4-10-15

“James Spader is incredible actor and when Avengers: Age of Ultron was coming around and Joss began to put together the character, he said to us, ‘It has to be James Spader,’” says Feige.

“It was another casting moment where we went ‘yes!’ There was nobody else on the list. He’s so unique and has such an amazing voice that is full of humor, darkness and emotion. In the comics Ultron he is a very unique robotic character, but it’s a scary thing. There have been lots of franchises based on robots, so we did not want him to be a normal robot. We wanted Ultron to be borderline insane and full of raw emotional nerve, which you don’t expect out of a synthetic life form.”

The producer continues, “That’s what makes Ultron interesting and over the course of the film James Spader brings various bodies of technological scrap metal to life in a very unique style. It’s exactly what we wanted and then some. You have this metallic face and geared robotic eyes saying these voices he has created.”

For Spader, the complexity of the character was something he enjoyed exploring. “Ultron is able to access anything technological and anything that is available on the Internet,” informs the actor. “It becomes part of his stimulation and information and is embedded in his psyche. He has ungoverned access that is constantly streaming into his processing chip. So it’s overwhelming and almost impossible to harness the powers and knowledge. He’s a little too strong for his own good.”


disembodied-brain asked:

I would love it if someone quoted the hateful things teenage girls say about white men, and overlaid them on pictures of Harry Styles and the guy who played Thor. Or those guys from Supernatural. If that hasn't already been done, it would be interesting to see the result.

Sweet idea. If anyone decides to do it, keep me updated. If nobody else does it, I’ll make it happen.

Starter for loyal-nerdlinger:

Izaya sat on a bench in the park, watching his beloved humans as he sighed from boredom. What was he supposed to do? He was unusually bored. Even in the crowd of humans, nobody really caught his attention. Until a certain young male came into the view. Hm. Their eyes met shortly and he could see something in them. What was it? Maybe that spark that signaled that the young wished for his life to be more interesting. Or was it something else? Time to find out.

Izaya stood up and walked straight to the male, smiling widely as he aimed to look as innocent as possible. “Hello there! Could you please tell me how I can get to the closest train station?”