You know what? People praise all these girls for having that “perfect body” on this site. But I’ve realized that even if they have this perfect body their still not happy. These girls get upset if they eat a slice of pizza because “it will ruin their progress” Thats not healthy. People should be praising them for being happy with themselves.
I am not be the ideal fit, hot girl but at least I can say I feel happy with myself. I eat bad foods sometimes, so what? It was fucking good and I was with people I love and care about. I was eating with people who make me feel happy. Im sorry I dont have the perfect tumblr body but damn this is the happiest I have ever been and I will not let a website knock me down. Plus I have someone who thinks im the most beautiful girl ever and that’s the best thing ever.

Holy fuck do you ever make me happy,

I love waking up and seeing your good morning messages honestly makes my entire day, talking to you throughout the day is the best part of my day. It really sucks that you live 3 hours way from me but I swear to god I will try my hardest and save up for a car and every weekend I’ll go visit you. I’m tired of just snap chatting you all the time and texting you, I want to be able to hold you, see that smile of yours that makes me melt inside whenever you smile and those beautiful eyes of yours. Aaah youre just so perfect in every way. I haven’t been this happy in a while and honestly I love this feeling.

I think somebody is looking out for me.

So I have an in class essay tomorrow and I haven’t read the books for it, I only know the notes for them. While leafing through one of the books, i keep finding hints (it’s a used book I bought off Amazon) and other small information that is exactly what is asked from my notes. Things I need to know are underlined. An important passage is dog-eared with stars all over to make sure I will read it.

It’s weird, but it makes me happy that it seems like somebody is looking out for me.

How I lost 30 kgs through Yoga and how it changed my viewpoint towards the sedentary lifestyle I had before. A friend of mine who knew me “before” and then “after”, recently asked how did this happened. With her question made me even realize that it was not just because of yoga, or the food and certainly not depriving myself with anything that will make me happy and complete. Here’s the list of the new healthy habits I implemented in my life to make this possible. 1. Loving and Affirming Myself Loving and respecting myself enough to sit down and look what was important for me in life was the very first step. 2. 6x a week Ashtanga Yoga Practice I had a mentality before that I need to starve myself in order for me to lose weight. But that’s bad! Yes I lose but I gain 2x after that. I learned “momentum”, rather than a “get thin quick” mentality. Yoga stretches and realign our body. Daily practice makes you aware of your lifestyle. Eating a lot before sleeping will give you a hard time for tomorrow’s practice. Believe it or not the body takes over, and starts to send you signal not to over binge on food or alcohol the night before practice in the morning. 3. Positive Verbal Messages When we want to manifest something positive, then keeping the words clean is the key! Never hate what you have and never exude negativity. This has the effect of cleansing the mind, and preparing it for positive change. 4. When you wake up drink at least 2 glasses of warm water or even if you feel hungry Drinking 2 glasses of water may not stop the feeling of wanting to eat, but it will at least delay it. It helps hydrate the body, and definitely it will help with elimination. #yoga #yogi #yogadudes #yogamen #yogalove #yogainspiration #yogaeverydamnday #yogaforlife #yogaformen #feeltheyogahigh #weightloss #motivation #ashtanga #throwbackthursday #progress #happy #vsco #vscoph #fit #fitspo #fitness #vscocam #tbt #dedication #devotion #healthy #healthyliving #yogaforweightloss #madaboutyoga #wellness by nomnomenclature

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anonymous said:

Tbh you seem happy out of a relationship right now. Maybe you should stop worrying about love for a while. It just causes trouble, just a thought for you princess.

Yeah tbh I think I’m gonna try and stay single for as long as I can because yeah I’m way happier this way you’re right! I’m not gonna try and contain my emotions tho, so if something happens then something happens.

Like things are kinda escalating with my friend so idk what’s gonna happen with that. He knows I just got out of a relationship so I think he would be willing to give me time if I asked, y’know if things do come to that ;w;

I also know on my main I’ve been kinda reblogging stuff about dating and whatnot but I do it just for fun to see what people say because hearing stuff like that makes me kinda happy… but if any of those people are serious then I’m gonna let them know too that I’m not really looking for a relationship right now but that I appreciate their interest in me uvu

anonymous said:

If you receive this it means you make someone happy! Go anonymous and send this to 10 followers that make you happy, or someone you feel need some cheering up. If you get some back, even better! ♥

augh, this actually makes me feel really happy. Thank you anonymous person for making my night! ♡

I was tagged by the lovely rumaan!

Name: Heather
Nickname: Twisted Sister (my first perm was TERRIBLE)
Birthday: too close to Christmas
Gender: Female
Sexuality:  Heterosexual
Height: 5’3.5” 
Time Zone:  MST
What time and date is it there: 1:56 pm, 10/22/14 (before this sat in my queue, of course)
Average hours of sleep I get each night: 5 - 6, but I take a nap nearly every Saturday and Sunday
Last thing I googled was: Owl from Alice in Wonderland
My most used phrase(s): "Actually", "I love you, but”, “Really?”, “full of awesome”, “I need my space”, and “Leave me alone; I’m writing fanfiction”
First word that comes to mind: adoration
What I last said to a family member: ”Do you need a hug? Are you sure? Hugging helps!”
One place that makes me happy & why: Anywhere that has lots of trees… I read “Anne of Green Gables” too many times as a child.
How many blankets I sleep under: One in the spring, summer, and fall. Two in the winter.
Favorite beverage(s): Water (without ice), tea, or coffee with lots of cream and sugar
The last movie I watched in the cinema: Guardians of the Galaxy
Three things I can’t live without: My kids, my hubby, my cell phone
Something I plan on learning: How to make bbq pork buns! I’m not sure which kind are the ones I had, but when I track that info down, I’m going to make some.
A piece of advice for all my followers: Kindness goes a long way - be quick to forgive and slow to take offense.


I’ve dated in the past. All they did was hurt me. The last girl I was with broke me into pieces. I decided I don’t want to date till I’m done doing me… But when I’m nearly getting my pieces back together after about 6 months or so. A random girl pops into my life. She makes me so happy. And she tells me she Won’t hurt me a. Stuff like that. But I’m afraid to see how this will turn out to be. I’m tired of my heart being broken. I don’t know what to do. 😣

Tagged by Mitchy

rules: answer the questions i guess and tag who ever you want?

Name: Ashlee

Birthday: 20th July

Gender: Female 

Sexuality: Straight

Height: 5’8

Time Zone: GMT 8+ 

What time and date is there now: 23/10 4:30pm

Average hours of sleep: Average 6.

OTPS: Bubbline, Destiel, Jasazzah. 

The last thing I googled: Fraction Art Year 2. 

My most used phrase(s): Screw you, What?! 

First word that comes to mind: Dean Winchester 

Whats the last thing I said to a family member: YOU STOLE MY BLANKYYY. 

One place that makes me happy and why: On the netball court, nothing is better than being in a place where you can switch off and let yourself flow with the game. 

How many blankets i sleep under: 5

favourite beverage: Raspberry and Dragonfruit Ice Tea

The last movie i saw in the cinema: Mrs Browns Boys. 

Three things i can’t live without: Internet, the people who means most to me and a netball. 

Something I plan on learning: I really want to learn more sophisticated plays in netball and play professionally. 

A piece of advice for all my followers: Fuck the haters, you were born an original, why die a copy?  


Blogs: This one.  

Im tagging: All my friends who play the supernatural CAH. Do it fuckers!! 

anonymous said:

“Minho looked at Thomas, a serious expression on his face. “If I don’t see you on the other side,” he said in a sappy voice, “remember that I love you." [1] This quote gives us a very good example on romantic love based upon trust. (i then proceed to go on about thomas and minho and their relationship rip)

that makes me so happy

..and I’m going to do. I’m stoping my talk and finally putting some action in.

Grateful I am at the moment because I don’t have a phone, this will be easier than in the past.

I’m gone.

Need me, I’ll get back to you after my break. I need to live in the moment, find whatever it is that makes me happy. Work on myself, work on getting to know myself better.

I have a friend, friend of 6 years and still growing strong who told me many many years back some thing that went a little like ‘it’s not that you are lost, or you’re trying to find yourself, it’s that you are who you are, every things make up what you are, build yourself into what you want to be, not because you don’t know who you are because in every step of life you are always you’
The deepest thing anyone ever told me, and he reminded me of it again tonight.

You see, I have this problem, my problem is putting people’s happiness before mine, but I have to stop that. I need to also love me, how can I love someone else if I don’t even love myself?

Similar to that, as I was venting to a coworker this past week he told me the story of his past wife and why he wouldn’t get back with her even if the chance came, he still loves her but he said “I also love me” with knowing how the situation went about, not taking sides but its true he does also have to love himself.

So here’s to the relationships I have that make me feel unhappy, to the people in my life that I hold onto because I “love” them but make me feel sad, stressed, or even annoyed of how things come out to be. Here’s to my family and friends whom I love very dearly but yet have no idea in how to help me feel great in general, here’s to you all, I love you guys each and everyone so much, don’t consider this a goodbye, or a ‘I’ve given up’ but as a break as I go develop myself into the person I want to be.

I don’t know how long it’ll take, it’s not that I won’t be completely out the way, but I just won’t be here the same way, to some friends I know creating a distance will in the end mean the end of our existence but to some friends I know you’ll be happy for me for you’ve waited in the past as i’ve done this same thing a couple times before and come out happier than ever, the two best friends I’ve had that stayed through all the times I’ve went away to work on myself. Thanks for sticking around and I hope again you do the same. To my family, that’s always there, I know you’ll always be there.

I just want to work and explore. You’ll still see me, you’ll still hang out with me, but don’t expect me to be available 247 anymore it time I get time for me. Each time I do this, I do something different, this time I’m out of social media, maybe a few days, maybe a week, we’ll see. What I need is to see the truth and that’s not just out of the social media reach but also people’s lives for a bit.


Here’s to happiness instead of another round of shots. (Even though I know I’ll go out to drink hehehe)


I wish

I could understand or explain my feelings better.. Not understanding my feelings is frustrating, for myself and for the purpose of answering other ppls question. I’m a ppl pleaser, I always wanna make ppl happy but I’m now understanding that in that process I’ve ignored what makes me happy. So to that I say… Fuck answering other ppls questions trying to have ppl understand me when I barely understand myself. You don’t need to get it.

There’s something about you that really makes me not want to hurt you. I know my past, I know my bad reputation and the things people say about me but I am not going to let that stop me from anything. For once I feel refreshed to finally let go a past that I thought I could never let go of and I finally did. Now I want to find a relationship where I could be one on one with someone without worrying about opinions from people who don’t matter because it’ll just be me and that special someone. 

I want to be happy again and I want to start over with my life. I do not want to get into a relationship where I am still hooked on an ex, but as of right now I’m not hooked on anyone. Seriously, there aren’t any attachments anymore. I am just me, a single person looking for someone to make me a better human being, to make me happy, to see it through no matter what obstacles may occur. 

Relationships aren’t needed in life, but I know somewhere there is that special person for me and I will tell him everything before someone else tells him. My secrets, my baggage, things that no one knows or need to knows. I will tell him everything. The last thing I need is for someone to tell him things because that would hurt him more than it will hurt me. 

What is there to hide anymore? I will start fresh and tell every single secret and bullshit I have. From the day I was born and that I realize I want something more than a friendship with him.