When Kieren left, my family went into freefall. Jemima became this white-hot ball of rage that I couldn’t reason with and Steve… well you know there’s that joke: “the best husband is a mute husband.” But the reality of watching someone that you’ve known and loved for so long just shutting down in front of you is awful. And at the worst point with both of them, I blamed Kieren. I was just so bloody mad with him. And that’s a horrible way to feel about someone. Especially your only son.