sooOOoOOooO i had my first voice class today!! (i had to miss the first one)
my teacher is so nice wow. he’s rly cool so that is a BIG plus and he’s not some creepy old guy either like he’s probably maybe 33ish?? so YES
and there are only like 10 of us
disadvantages are that i’m surrounded by theater kids and i’m used to being a choir kid so my god they all have such big (gorgeous) voices and i’m like yep okay gonna sing quietly. especially because they’d started learning a song last week that i had to sight read this week and i’m nervous singing alone-ish in front of a bunch of people i don’t know in a situation where i feel like they’re going to judge me so that was a bit hard? but the people seem nice, if a bit exclusionary (although maybe we just didn’t get enough of a chance to talk).
i’m hoping that i’ll make friends in this group because for the next 6 saturdays we’re all gonna see each other but who knows. i just don’t wanna leave it only knowing their names and nothing else, you know?
but i learned a lot of cool stuff about sondheim and his musicals and we sang and i think i’ll get a bit more comfortable by next week. it’s just a foreign atmosphere, because i’m used to singing in a choir and not in a show. but. it’ll be worth it methinks.
(holding out hope that i can talk to some relatively cute boys but. y’know. baby steps.)