"It’s alright sweetheart"
Don’t apologize for talking to me or asking me questions. I’m always happy to talk! When I feel like everything I draw turns out bad or if I just can’t find any motivation at all, I take a pause for maybe one or a couple of days where I may not draw at all. If I really wanna get things going again, I take an empty sheet of paper or a canvas in painttool SAI and I doodle. I just sketch up whatever I feel like or whatever my brain may concoct without my active interruption. I just wipe my brain clean of ideas and let the pencil flow.
Another advice I can give if this all seems to abstract is to simply decide to draw something you don’t usually draw but that is not a real challenge. For example, I rarely draw cute girls with huge anime eyes and large heads but it’s not hard for me to do it (maybe that’s why I never do it). So when I get stuck I just scribble down some cute girls or a cat or whatever that I don’t usually draw. It can help you clean your brain from old ideas gone wrong and can also help you getting re-started!
I hope my advice is of any help and since I had the time, I drew some cute jackrabbit for you to cheer you up. Have a nice day sweetie <3