I’ve been debating whether to talk to you about this for quite some time now, but in the end I’ve decided to tell you- that due to personal issues I won’t be making gifs anymore (contrary to what I originally planned).
K: Sorry for not updating for a while, Cartman and I had work and other responsibilities to attend, but…I have to tell you what happened the night of my birthday..
So as I said before, I was hanging out with Stan and Kenny (Butters was there too but had to leave early so he could help his dad out) for my birthday and we pretty much had a fucking blast. We went to David Busters and I pretty much owned all of them, heh. Then we went to Kenny’s bar (Yeah He owns a bar that he just opened. We’ll visit that place some other time) and I was really fucking drunk dude.
So then Stan dropped me home and man was I tired
but I wanted to be with Cartman for the rest of the night. I guessed Cartman was in our room so I went up there
Ha, he was asleep
That’s fine though, since I was tired as well- and we had all the time to be together the next day so it was cool. I turned the light on to put some decent clothes on for bed when I noticed a huge paper hanging from the ceiling, folded up and a string attached to it. Without thinking, I pulled on it and….and then…
WHAT?! HOLY SHIT- HOLY SHIT- DUDE
I seriously did not know what to say and god…I was so surprised! Cartman woke up when I screamed and fell out of his chair. I was staring at the paper before laughing my ass off, falling on my own butt because…wow dude… He then got pissed because he fell asleep and was mad that I saw the his surprise before he could say anything to me- but I didn’t let him finish complaining because I instantly jumped on top of him and started kissing his face and shit- saying yes over and over again…
This was the best birthday present ever and I love him so much. I’m excited and ecstatic to be engaged with the man I fucking adore.
C: It would have been more romantic if I did the traditional proposing…fuck- I literally practiced my whole speech and the way I’d ask you…
K: Dude, it’s fine! This was perfect! *smooch* it was great Cartman, honestly.
C:….Heh, alright if you say so, Kyle.
K: I’ll show you guys my ring later but that’s what happened : D
Ok. I’ve been having fun with the bad sketches and whatnot, but it’s a three-day weekend and it’s about time I do another actually-finished-takes-40-hours-to-complete-and-actually-looks-like-the-characters piece.
I just have to decide what my subject will be. Do I go back to my ship (which is Cullrian… I have not defected), or do I try to make it up to the Cullistairians for that terribly sad comic?
One thing i miss deeply and was the most existential feeling and what made me want to travel more was when i went to Hawaii by myself last summer. I went during a time when i was really “not doing well” and recently out of the hospital and im still not doing well with this mentall ill. BS after 7 yrs. But when i was in maui by myself , i hiked and felt connected with nature more than ive ever wanted to. I hate being stuck in rainy Washington and this time of my life made me actually feel happy for once and i felt nostalgic and i had goosebumps when i got off the plane. I couldnt describe what i was feeling when i got off the plane and back on when i was coming back home. Ive always been in love with the ocean and to actually do stuff like night swimming and open ocean swimming by myself was a spiritual experience. I swam with a shark for once and it was exhilarating (not scary but amazing being near this fragile being with a bad reputation). I swam with these beautiful sea turtles and i felt connected with all life for once, i actually felt happy. I talked to myself more than i used to when i was there and i remember going out at night and off to the beach and sitting in the water looking up at how clear the sky was and seeing the stars, i could see outer space a little bit better which gave me so much fucking goosebumps. I hiked, i swam with mother natures beautiful creatures, I embraced that when i looked up and saw the stars that we are such a tiny blue dot floating in space and everything we love, hate, every person we’ve seen/met and everything we have experienced, all human history happened on this tiny blue dot we live on. I never thought id appreciate my life but I definitely appreciated the life mother Earth has to offer, ive not gotten as better but i felt so good for a short time and i reminisce in those memories almost everyday and looking forward to a day where i could see the rest of the world and what mother nature has to offer before humans fuck up the rest of our planet.
Okay, so like, I think that I’m actually going to buckle down and crochet little THAC dolls to maybe send to the guys, but I’m having trouble deciding what to do about Joseph’s. Like, I’m going to make a CDigs, Timman, and Computer Jym, but idk about Joseph’s. The most obvious/recognizable choice would be Alex in the striped jacket, but yeah. I’m def open to suggestions.