all of your messages mean more to me than you know - i honestly never knew i could hurt like this for someone i don’t personally know and i know i’m not the only one. i just can’t help but feel like this just isn’t the last of one direction. i just can’t help but think that yeah he may have been the first to bite the dust but this isn’t it. you know how we talk about 1D being like a tv show? well i feel like this is the season finale that left everyone shocked, bothered and upset but next season more things start changing and things get better and includes all of them. it sounds desperate and like i’m in complete denial - i know, but it just feels like in time, they’ll be back together and better than ever.