I just got out of a toxic fling that I had off and on for about three years, which wasn’t even really fun now that I think back because it was solely a physical relationship.
I’m not saying there is anything wrong with a physical relationship but if that’s all that is done and nothing else it’s kinda toxic. If you talk and it always leads to something…. sexual. It’s kinda toxic.
I finally decided to stop bothering because when I asked if we could start doing friend things he told me I ask for too much. Like?? WHAT.
So, that moment, I know it took me a while, sue me, I realized what a complete and utter tool this dude is and I deserve better in my life and I’m young and beautiful and smart and funny and I DON’T NEED HIS SHIT.
So, I got rid of him from my life. Hopefully for a while. I just don’t need to deal with it anymore, I’m moving on to bigger and better things, and though he was a big part of my high school life, I am graduating any feelings I had towards him, my infatuation if you will, along with me graduating with high school. I just know one day I’ll get out of this town, and he will stay here. I’ll prove to be something more than that.
JUST WATCH OUT WORLD, HERE I COME.