yo I’m vibrating at much higher frequencies and learned to drop agonizing hang ups like guilt for feeling something
let the feels flow dive deep & let em flush out
remember what its like to be a kid where you don’t have all these rules memorized
and remember that love to 100% of people involves attachment because our parents trained us that you have to earn love via self sacrifice and if you don’t do what makes them happy you don’t get their love
i can’t fully describe everything i’ve learned
obviously no one is perfect all the time & i lose track too
but i definitely know how to tap into the life stream & manifest what i want better than most people

im keeping a synchronicity journal where i write all the things i conjure up proper post script: theres an injured child inside of all of us though & im not gonna hide the shadowy side when it comes up, like how much i hate “cool kids” ok goodnight if anybody needs me i am Always Online

Tagged by the ever-so-lovely paty-shoo. Here goes:

Name: Lydia

Nickname: Lee

Birthday: March 1

Gender: Female.

Sexuality: Bi


Timezone: EET

Time and date where you are: 29/8/14, 15:30

Average hours of sleep a night: 6.

Last thing you googled: warlock/necromancer build Torchlight 2

Most used phrase(s): ugh

First word that comes to mind: UGH

Last thing you said to a family member: I’ll pick it up from the dry cleaner’s.

Place that makes me happy and why: Curled up at home because no human contact.

How many blankets do you sleep with? one, but with a fuckton of pillows.

Favorite beverage(s): Coffee, beer.

Last movie you saw in theaters: …I’m drawing a blank here. Probably Wolverine 2?

What do you plan on learning? Modding Half-Life 2

Piece of advice for your followers: answers to any question in life can be found in The Simpsons.

Tagging koduck, mpliax, thekingofskeletons


Was tagged by my favorite peeple min-jiminbangmon and rapmuns to do the 3 random selca thingy! (: Thanks for tagging me guys. Although I am a bit late hence I have literally no selfies nor am I going to ever take any anytime soon…Lol. SOOO, here are my senior photos from last year. I look super awk…man. 

Anyhow, poop. I really don’t know who to tag because everyone I know has done this already I think. Lol.

TAG: 15 Things That Make Me Happy

I was tagged by my lover, Mr. maplecreepypasta so here goes nothing!

1- Driving: I don’t necessarily mean I’m happy when I’m driving all the time and I’m not even saying I have to be the one driving. What I am saying is that I love the feeling of driving around in the country with no place to be and I love the part of the vacation where you’re driving there and then coming home (even more so when it’s with my sweetie)

2- Organization: I definitely believe everything has a place and in it’s place it should be. I’m not completely organized all the time, my room does get messy.. but the feeling I get when everything is clean and organized is so good. 

3- Holidays: Most any holiday during any season makes me very happy. I love the feeling you get, all the scents, being with loved ones, the atmosphere.. Christmas, Halloween, New Years, Valentines etc. 

4- Quiet: I like having a good time as well but there is just something about the quiet that makes me feel so peaceful and happy. I love the quiet alone or with others, doing something or even nothing at all. 

5- Adventuring: This to me could be anything from travelling to geocaching to camping to going to the grocery store. Anything could be made into an adventure! 

6- Sleep: You know the sleep I’m talking about. The kind when you are actually able to fall asleep with little to no effort, stay asleep through the night and wake up feeling refreshed. 

7- School: I may complain when I have assignments or exams but learning new skills, having a schedule, studying.. all of it makes me feel just very happy overall. 

8- Snow: I’m not just saying this because I’m Canadian. If anything I should be saying I hate the snow since it piles the driveway mountains high. 

9- Flowers: Specifically purple lilacs. Realistically though, I love any flower. They are beautiful plus they smell lovely. 

10- Games: This may seem general but a wide variety of games make me happy. Video games, board games, all sorts of games. All of them give a different kind of happy feeling, but still happy nonetheless. 

11- Potatoes: They make my stomach very happy! Mashed, fried, baked, any kind of potato. Yum. 

12- Sweaters: People who know me really well know that my closet is 90% sweaters. Apparently the only season I am prepared for is winter. They make me feel warm and cozy (aka: very happy)

13- Night: I love the nighttime. The sound of the crickets, the stars, the cool air and the feeling you get at the end of a day knowing you got through it. 

14- Morning: Morning is also great for similar reasons. The sound of the birds, the sun, the crisp early morning air and the feeling of starting a fresh new day. 

15- MapleCreepyPasta: My boyfriend, my number one, my world. I left him till the end of the list because nothing could possibly follow him.. nothing could make me feel the happiness that he is able to make me feel.

Now it’s always hard deciding who to tag in these things so I will tag the 4 people that tumblr is currently calling my 4 biggest fans. You are as follows:





HI LAURENCE, THANK YOU!111!!11!!!!111!!!!!


I was tagged by: type-forty-tt 

01. Confetti Death (feat. Mr. Dialysis) - Gary Go
02. Santiago - Frankmusik
03. Young & Beautiful (DH Orchestral Version) - Lana Del Rey
04. Disco Moment - Bright Light Bright Light
05. Beam (Orchestral Mix) - Mako
06. Celmisia - Kanon Wakeshima
07. Flow With It - 80KIDZ
08. Hometown Heroes - SRH
09. Jealousy - Will Young
10. Valerie - The Zutons
11. Fashion Monster - Kyary Pamyu Pamyu
12. Ephemeral Summer - Frankmusik
13. Love You When I’m Drunk - Mika
14. Sixth Sense - Brown Eyed Girls
15. Nothing At All - ProleteR
16. Lionhearted (feat. Urban Core) - Porter Robinson
17. Girls - Nizlopi
18. We Are Fire - Kentö
19. Darkest Night - Donkeyboy
20. Release Me - Agnes

Very happy how un-embarrassing these results were. A lot of the above is fun, electro-centric music with some quasi- orchestral pieces. It sure as hell could’ve been SO much worse.

I tag: superhermit hannahroseart majestyintravesty superrisu 

(And that’s about it as they’re the only active people I follow on here that I’m close to!)

I was tagged by nonormynolife

Rules: Answer the questions and tag at least 10 people.

  • Name: Brianna
  • Nickname: Bree, Bri or Billy
  • Birthday: July 16
  • Gender: Female
  • Sexuality: Straight
  • Height: 5’0
  • Time Zone: Canada standard time
  • What time and date is it there: 8:29 pm, August 28
  • Average hours of sleep: 6-7 hours.
  • OTPs: Lorick, Gleggie & Rickyl.
  • First word to come to mind: Squirrel
  • Last thing I said to my family: How was your day?
  • One place that makes me happy and why: My room, because I feel comfortable in it
  • How many blankets do I sleep under: 1-2
  • Favorite beverages: Lemonade, water, gatorade, smoothies.

I tag: