But celibate Sam and asexual Cas.

Them being completely comfortable around each other, knowing they’re in the presence of someone who they can implicitly trust to know what the other is okay with in the bedroom.

Cas kissing the tips of Sam’s fingers and resting his hand across the broad span of his chest, knowing not to go anywhere lower than his bellybutton.

Sam keeping his hands in Cas’ hair as they kiss lazily, running his mouth all over Cas’ face, laughing when his nose scrunches up.

Cas always asking first, whether he wants to pepper Sam’s face with kisses or just hold his hand. It doesn’t matter to him that Sam has never had to say no yet, what matters to him is the possibility that it could happen someday, and he just wants Sam to be comfortable enough with him that he knew he could say no at any time and Cas would stop immediately.

Sam always knowing when Cas needed space, sympathizing with the angel’s confusion and self-doubt, having felt both of those emotions more often than he’d like to admit. He knows what Cas is going through is hard, but he also knows how to help. He knows where to touch Cas when he’s feeling conflicted, knows where not to touch, more importantly.

Just Sam and Cas loving each other with their whole, scarred up hearts, being adorable and schmoopy and respectful of the others boundaries!!!

i’m going to kill him, because it’s right and i have to

anonymous said:

would you maybe drabble some ace!sastiel cuddling??

I absolutely can drabble some ace!sastiel cuddling, it’s legitimately my favorite thing.

      As two full-time working professionals, Sam and Castiel don’t get a lot of time together. Between working late at the office and coming home only to eat something quick from the fridge and crawling into bed, they are seriously lacking some personal time—and it’s starting to allow them to feel like they’re drifting apart.

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Just aro!Dean and aro!Bela going around being badass selling what won’t actually hurt people and using what will to destroy the creatures that will. And having a hard time trying to identify themselves and constantly have to explain to people that just because they occasionally bang doesn’t mean they’re more than friends and “No. Its not like that and if you suggest it again I’ll shoot you.”

1:48 PM, Murmansk, Russia

While Castiel takes an afternoon shower, his phone buzzes almost ceaselessly against the wood surface of his nightstand.

[Sam: I miss you.]

[Sam: I mean I really really miss you.]

[Sam: I’ve never even met you and I miss you. How does that work?]

[Sam: Sometimes I wake up and I instinctively search for you in my bed. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve dreamed of it.]

[Sam: I can’t sleep, I’m sorry.]

[Sam: I just really want you here.]

Michael knew this would be a disaster of a job when he showed up to the interview and the manager was forty-two minutes late. Still, he needed the money and it was better than fast food. It turned out to  be worse than he imagined- no one was ever on time, his paychecks were late, inventory was a mess, but he kept at it because every Thursday a tall blonde guy would come in and look around. Michael always made sure to talk to him  under the guise of customer service, and wished he had the courage to just see if he wanted to get coffee.

He’d been there for 3 months when the guy didn’t show up.  He was more irritable than usual through his shift and swore to himself that if the guy didn’t show up next week he was putting in his two weeks notice. He was leaning on the dumpster in the back after his shift the next night, stress smoking when someone cleared their throat. He was surprised when he looked up to see the guy standing there.

"Sorry I missed our date last night. Roommate fell in the shower and we were in the ER. I’m Luke by the way. Don’t ask what it’s short for."

"Michael. Well I guess you knew that already. Tell me how your roommate is over coffee?"

"Yeah I’d like that."

Sastiel AU where Sam works at a greasy truck stop diner and Cas drives an eighteen wheeler for a furniture company. Sam is big and loud and laughs while he flips burgers and fries potatoes, and Cas is soft-spoken and gruff, sitting in a corner booth, eating flapjacks and grits and drinking black coffee. Cas lives a lonely life, just himself and his rig and the highway, but he always makes sure to come back to this little spot of heaven off of I-240, looking forward to seeing the young man that smiles at him like he means it. Sam loves his job, loves the truckers and their blunt affection for him and his food. But sometimes the loneliness creeps up on him like a sickness, and he fights it with the knowledge that one of these days he’ll work up the courage to talk to the scruffy, intense, dark-haired stranger whose eyes light up at the sight of him. One of these days.

Sastiel AU: Sam and Cas are best friends throughout middle school an into high school, but halfway through high school they have an argument that causes them to stop talking to each other. One afternoon, Sam opens his locker to see this. It’s from Cas, and it’s filled to the brim with reasons why Sam is his best friend, and on the last page it says "because I love you."


**for acespnweek ;; for swordofthehost
**SamRuby;; queerplatonic;; college au;; ace!Sam/aro!Ruby;; mentions of sex but sfw;; 2406 words

Every once in awhile, Sam joins his brother at the bar a few miles away. Dean goes much more often than he does, but he’s hell bent on getting Sam to come out more, to ‘get out of that stuffy library' and 'loosen up a little.

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Nick’s been jumpy ever since they got out of the hospital and its not like Jimmy can blame him. Still, he hasn’t had any real contact in years and its hard to live with someone who flinches when they accidentally brush moving around the kitchen, especially when they’re all they have left. He’s resolved to be patient though. 

After a few months Nick reaches out intertwining their fingers as they’re watching TV. “Thank you,” he whispers. It only lasts through the commercial before he pulls away and retreats to the edge of couch but Jimmy smiles and knows Nick sees through the light of the TV.

An AU where Sam and Castiel meet at Jo’s wedding reception. Sam spots Cas from across the room and is immediately enraptured by the dark haired, blue eyed masterpiece wearing a crisp black suit and a red flower on his lapel.

He asks several other guests including people in the bridal party about his name and who he is, and the only responses are “that’s Castiel,” “he’s Jo’s weird friend from college,” and “he’s kinda antisocial.” Sam tries to approach Castiel several times during the course of the night to try to talk to him and maybe get him to dance but the man skillfully evades him

Finally, as the night is winding down, Sam feels a tap on his shoulder and when he spins around, he’s met with bright blue eyes of the man he’s been hunting down all night. Castiel speaks—and oh, that voice—and says “I noticed you’ve been trying to talk to me all night, but I haven’t been drunk enough to ask you to dance. But I am now.”