I feel so trapped.
Like, I have all these emotions inside of me and I want to go places and see things and feel like nothing really matters. Because, in the end nothing truly matters except for your happiness and whether or not your life is fulfilled. Right? But what does having a fulfilled life mean? All I’m doing with my life is trying to get better at things and trying to make my parents proud of me and quite honestly, it’s all bullshit. I just want to get out. But I don’t know how to do that.
In this world people, including myself, are so attached to physical things that we can’t just get up and leave. Work, home, school, technology, parents, bosses, shitty friends, shitty relationships, etc. We can’t fucking leave any of it because we don’t know anything besides it. And I want so desperately to be able to let it all go and just wander somewhere.
I don’t know where I want to go. But I really just want to get away and forget everything.
I honestly don’t think I can take living this life anymore.