anonymous asked:

what's something you wish you had never done?

To be honest a few things just came into mind all surrounding some people I got involved with when I was 15, bad intentioned older people who were soul sick. I wish I wouldn’t have been so naive. 

I told her I felt like I accidentally slipped through the cracks back into this life and she didn’t know what to say. I told her I wanted to go home. She thought I meant I wanted to go into the void to feel nothing. To be numb. She misunderstood me.

I want to feel everything again.