Aaaah I am so glad, I am done with papers for the semester!
My uni counselor got so tired of seeing me making myself sick over the last public health one that we managed to get a sort of extensive oral exam instead. I am so relieved! I can’t believe all the things I’ve finally managed while everything was so fucked up at times (including me)….
Everyone’s support in here has been so SO great and helpful and – I mean – a special thanks to fic writers for regularly saving my soul. 💛💙🐧🌺✨⚓🎨🎨🎨🎨🐝🐝🐝😊😘
I bought this good bottle of wine and a ton of weirdly flavored chocolate to celebrate, and then of course I remembered I didn’t have a wine opener, so I ended up chatting in Spanish with my friend Jorge (who is officially a kind of extra nice doorman for the residence building I suppose? but is in fact more like a cool magician and problem-solver?), while we were both hidden in the superintendent’s office, where he opened the bottle for me and was like “Oh I’m so happy for you, you’ve passed all your exams, congratulations! The wine is for a party with your friends?”
What went through my head:
- “Uhm in fact some friends asked me to go out tonight but all I really wanted and had been waiting for, for weeks, was to stay on my couch under the softest blanket and drink wine and eat peach-pecan-chocolate and blood orange ice cream alone while listening to music, and write bad kind-of-synesthetic gender non-normative uni!lock porn for a fanfic that doesn’t really exist and that I will never post on ao3 anyway.”
What I actually answered:
- “Heehee no. it’s just for me!”
And I left with my famous ‘Your apparent disapproval gives me life’ look. 😏