This is probably-no, definitely- the weirdest post I will ever write. But I feel more out of place on the internet than I have ever felt in my life. It doesn’t even make sense. And don’t get me wrong, I love the friends I’ve made but I feel like I don’t belong. Like this group of people I’ve encountered is so different from me. I mean we obviously have things in common but I watch everyone have the same sense of humor and talk about the same things. And I just feel weird. Like I’m invading a personal conversation.
I try not to take the internet too seriously, but I don’t know. Maybe I need to take a break or maybe I just need to see my friends. I’m a better person in real life anyways. So much of who I am revolves around BEING with people. And that doesn’t really get across online. I don’t even know what I’m saying.
I’m getting into that weird place again and I can’t let that happen. Not this time.