1D Preferences #565: Truly, Madly,Deeply...(His POV) (song series)
  • Harry:It's the moments like these that I relish in, you know? Sure, being on stage and performing is wonderful but it's a different kind. I love these mornings, waking up next to her in that state of not knowing whether I'm asleep and dreaming or awake or probably somewhere in between the two. Every time I wake up beside her I can't believe it's real--that she's real. I can't believe that anything in the world could make me this happy and it's wild to me that simply seeing someone could make me smile. "I can't believe you're here, lying next to me," she sighs, sleepily rubbing her eyes as I pull her close. "I'm glad we got a break from tour," I sigh, tracing her cheek with my thumb. "It's hard being apart when you're foolishly and completely and deeply and truly and madly in love." She laughs and my heart pounds, glad I could be the one to make her do that. "You just botched up your own song, but I'm sure it was intentional," she grins, humming a few bars of the tune. "It was. Anything to make you laugh," I sigh, happily wrapping my arms around her waist and adjusting the blankets and pillows on our bed.
  • Niall:"Do you know I used to have the biggest crush on you for years before I even got enough courage to ask you out last year?" I sigh, leaning back against the porch swing and toying with her hair as her head rests on my shoulder. "Really?" she asks with amusement, turning to face me. "For literally days and weeks and months I tried to steal a kiss, you know? Catch you off guard. But that was too ballsy I realized," I admit, looking out at the sky. "So I settled on asking you out and you said yes and it was basically like all those daydreams and sleepless nights that I spent thinking about it." She laughs and gives me a kiss, crossing her legs and looking back out at the sky. "And now here we are," she sighs happily, shaking her head. "Here we are," I agree, wondering how I even got so lucky.
  • Louis:"I'm leaving for a two month tour," I blurt out finally, not being able to keep the secret any longer. I leave in a week for Pete's sake! She turns to face me with surprise, her face falling and lips pursed. "More long distance? More time apart?" she asks softly, her eyes filling with tears. "Please, I hope you don't get up and leave, I want this to work, I don't want distance to tear us apart," I say quickly, taking her hands in mind, my voice desperate. "Our relationship might not mean that much to you, but to me it's everything and I don't want to lose you," I plead, shaking my head. To my surprise, she smiles and wipes a tear from her cheek. "Bull shit, Lou. This relationship is everything to me, too. And I'm not going anywhere. I'm never going anywhere," she promises, leaning in for a kiss.
  • Liam:"I wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this forever," I sigh, enjoying the sunset and calm breeze. No fans, no cameras, just her and I and the sunset on the beach. "I know, right?" she agrees, leaning back against my chest and kissing my cheek. "I would just want to put this day on replay and keep reliving it all the time," she smiles, her eyes watching the sun slowly sink below the horizon. "You know how much I love you, right?" I ask, toying with the ends of her hair. "You know how much I love you right back," she counters, turning around and leaning in and kissing my lips. "And you know how much I love when you do that, too, right?" I laugh, placing my hand on her cheek. "And you know how much I love doing that, too, right?" she teases, her gaze meeting mine.
  • Zayn:"Why do you keep being so distant lately? What's going on with you?" she asks, arms crossed and lips in a pout. My best friend. Friend. Nothing more. I don't want it that way. But I can't keep trying to get rid of these feelings, it's going to ruin our friendship whether she doesn't like me back or not. Distance isn't working. It's making them worse. "You know why?" I say finally, taking a deep breathe. "Damn, because I love you, all right? And here's the tragic truth, because if you don't feel the same I'd probably fall apart and lose you and I don't want that to happen because I need you in my life, I just--" I begin, but she cuts me off by placing her hand on my cheeks and meeting her gaze to mine. "You should've told me this a long time ago," she breathes, leaning in close. "Because I feel same. I'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you," she says, before her lips meet mine.
1D Preferences #713: Say Something
  • Liam:"Why do you always do this?" you exclaim, throwing your hands up in defeat. "Do what?" he furrows his eyebrows and crosses his arms. "Push people away, Liam. I'm getting tired of it and I'm starting to give up on you," you sigh softly, tears threatening to spill down your cheeks. "No, no," he says quickly, his hand resting on your shoulder. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push you away....but I got scared. I didn't think you'd want me anymore when you darker side...just seeing my cousin getting bullied like that...brought me back to a place and I didn't want you to see me that way..." he says softly, shutting his eyes. You think for the right words, automatically wrapping your arms around him. "Say something, please," he pleads softly, burying his nose in your hair. "I love you and I love every part of you, but I can only love the parts of you that you let me see. And I want to see and I want to help you, love."
  • Harry:"I'm not good for you," he says firmly, tears glittering in his green eyes. "I need to swallow my pride and just say good bye before I ruin your life." You look at him with surprise and shake your head. "You're not---you're not ruining my life, you make it better? Are you fucking mad?" you inquire, setting down your cup of coffee. "No--the tabloids and the crap you go through...the saying hello and good bye, I can't keep hurting you and leaving you and coming back, I can't put you through all of this," he says desperately, quickly brushing a lone tear from his cheek. "I have to...I have to let you go, I can't drag you into this messy lifestyle. I can't keep leaving you and hurting you anymore." You open your mouth to speak but can't find the words. "Say something," he pleads, voice desperate. "That's all bullshit, Harry. I love you, okay? I love you more than the sun and the stars and the air I'm breathing, I won't lie--it's hard but you're worth it and you leaving would only damage me more, you know? I get you want what's best for me but that's you--you're what's best for me, and I love you. Damn it, I love you."
  • Louis:"I'm over my head," he groans, covering his face with his hands. "Everything is going to shit and everything is downhill from here. I don't know anything anymore. All I know is that I fuck up everything I touch. I mess up songs and lyrics and friendships and...I'm messing up us." You go to protest but he shakes his head and sits up. "Love, you know I've been acting different. It's ruining us and I'm distancing myself from you--from everything. I'm just not myself anymore." You had never seen him cry until this moment and it's absolutely breaking you. "Louis, I know. You're having a tough time...I want to help you I love you and we're not ruined, we aren't," you argue, wrapping him in your arms. He's silent. "Say something, please, Lou?" He takes a deep breath and offers a sad smile. "I love you so's going to be hard for me to get out of this place, but..." You kiss away a tear on his cheek and shrug. "And I'm going to be there with you every step of the way. I'm not going to abandon you just because you're a little fractured. When you love somebody, you love them when they're broken, too. Not just when they're put together."
  • Niall:"There was a bit of a complication with the knee surgery," the surgeon glances down at the clipboard and frowns. "What?" You jump out of the uncomfortable waiting room chair and grow cold. "Well, he should be fine, but," the man looks down uncomfortably. "No, no, no," you protest, gripping your sleeves. "He's not--you didn't--," you can't breathe. The room is shaking. "He's in a coma right now, but he should be okay," the doctor sighs, turning towards the set of doors. "SHOULD be okay?" SHOULD?!" you yell, grabbing his sleeve. "Miss, you can visit his room if you calm down, he should be all right, it's not too serious," the doctor motions for you to follow him and you almost lose it when you see him lying on the white hospital bed. "I'll leave you be--all right? But this coma is most likely temporary. He didn't react well to the anesthetics, but his vital signs are improving and although there is a small chance of him,er--not waking up? There's a greater chance that he'll be up and fine soon." You nod and sit on the edge of the bed, tears filling your eyes. "Niall?" you whisper tentatively. "Can you hear me? Say something, please? Please?" you plead, gently placing your hand on his wrist. "I'm so worried about you," you continue, listening to the steady and slow beat of the heart monitor. "Mmph," you hear him groan, his eyelashes fluttering. "Niall!" you exclaim, running to the door. "He's awake! He's awake!"
  • Zayn:"How could you want to end this? I thought you loved me, I thought you cared about me," you manage, tears clouding your vision. "I love you! I love you so damn much, you don't even...," he runs his fingers through his hair and shakes his head. "I'm sorry, okay? I don't want to break up, that was a mistake, I just...I've never felt this way about anyone before. I'm still learning to love and I don't deserve you. I fuck everything up and I...I guess I," he frowns and buries his face in his hands. After moments of silence tick by, he looks up sadly. "Please say something...tell me you hate me or you love me but just something, this silence is louder than anything you could tell me." You sigh and lean against his shoulder. "Zayn, you're an ass hole," you laugh, placing a hand on his cheek. "But I love you, too. You're MY ass hole. I forgive you, I know you're scared..I am, too. What we have is so...intense and powerful and I've never been in love like this but we...we were meant to be and I'm not going to leave."
  • [Based on the song Say Something by A Great Big World]
1D Preferences #586: Over Again...(Song Series)
  • Harry:"I'm sorry," he says softly, a reassuring smile and a carton of ice cream--your favorite flavor. "He was an idiot anyway." You wipe a tear from your cheek and throw yourself into his arms. He smells like cinnamon and boy and all the familiar things about him you loved--your best friend. "Thanks for coming over," you manage, shutting the door behind him and plopping down on the sofa with two spoons and the carton of ice cream. "I just...I feel like there's part of my heart missing without him," you lament, remembering your now-ex-boyfriend with a bitter sadness. "I'm not the best with advice or love or anything, my heart isn't complete either," he casts a somewhat longing glance at you but you don't quite notice. "I can lend you broken parts that might fit and I can lend you some advice that might help, or I can just be here to fix you whenever you need me to," he says quietly, entwining his fingers with yours. "And I will give you all my heart, if you'll have it," he adds with a sudden burst of confidence. And suddenly the gears start spinning and you finally realize that it was him--it was him all along. Harry. "I'll have your heart if you'll have mine," you reply, leaning in closer for a kiss.
  • Niall:"So, is this the end?" you force yourself to meet his gaze from across the table and he clears his throat. All the things he said--did he ever mean them at all? His face has a pained expression and he bites down on his lip. "I'm so sorry," he takes your hands in his, but you pull away. "Don't," you begin, fighting back tears. "I don't know why you're so upset," his blue eyes are wide with surprise. "Don't know why I'm so upset? This is the end of us," you snap, brushing a tear away with your thumb. "Us? I didn't know there really was an us," he furrows his brows and looks sadly down at his plate. "We were just...I don't know, physical. I didn't think you cared much about me," he says quietly. "I wanted to end this before I started falling more in love with you." You shake your head and give his hand a squeeze. "I care about you...and I don't want this to end because I'm falling in love with you, too." He smiles and leans over, kissing you on the cheek. "So let's start it all over again," he shakes your hand. "I'm Niall Horan."
  • Liam:"She's a mess, she hasn't eaten in days and she's been wearing the same sweatpants all weekend," your best friend exclaims, leaning on Liam's door. He can't help but feel terrible but anger and a wave of sadness sets in. "Well I'm no better," he sniffs, crossing his arms. "Plus, she's the one who broke up with ME." Your best friend lets out a sigh of exasperation. "You're both so damn stubborn and ridiculous," she presses her phone into his palm. "She thought you were going to break her heart so she wanted to break yours first...she thought this whole relationship was just a fling, she didn't think you cared about her anymore since you went on tour." He raises his eyebrows with surprise but he suddenly realizes it might've seemed that way--he hadn't called you much while he was away. "Why didn't she tell me that then?" he says softly, staring down at the phone. "She's a dumb ass and so are you," your friend says in the most loving way possible. "Now call her and fix this mess, Liam. You two are in love and you're both broken disasters. You need to start this over again...the right way."
  • Louis:"This was a mistake, wasn't it?" you snap, shoving your clothes haphazardly into your suitcase in a blind hurricane of tears and shouts. "Maybe this was all just a big mistake," he yells back, leaning his forehead against the wall and curling his fists with frustration. "You're not the person I thought you were, you're a cheating liar, I hate you," you try to sound disgusted but it just comes out sad and disappointed. His face softens. "I didn't cheat on you, why would you even believe those rumors? I thought you trusted me!" You shake your head and zip up your suitcase, turning to face him with a sigh. "I did, Louis, I did. But it's the same stuff all the time so just remove the mask you've got on because I can see right through it," you walk towards the door and shake your head. "I'll remove my mask when you remove yours, because I know you're just believing these things because you're so damn insecure and you can't believe that anyone would actually love you for who you are because damn it, you're an amazing person and if you leave I don't know what I'll do," his voice cracks on the last word and you drop your suitcase, You turn to face him just as a single tear slides down his cheek. Wordlessly, you walk back to him and bury yourself in his arms, wordlessly, he leans in for a kiss.
  • Zayn:"It's all or nothing for a relationship," Zayn sighs, running his fingers through his hair. "And I can tell that your heart isn't in it." You look away from the window pane and play with a thread on your sweater. "I don't know, Zayn," you sigh, burying your face in your hands. "Lately I's been too much...the cameras and the fans and the hate." He wraps his arm around you and kisses your cheek. "I know it's hard...but do you really want to be alone? Do you really want this to end? Are you just going to walk away?" he sounds scared and small and you quickly shake your head. "No, I want this to work but...sometimes I'm not strong enough," you say quietly, tracing his tattoos with your fingers in a calming way. "You are strong enough always, and you've always got me," he promises. "And you have all of my heart."
  • [requested...yikes...these are, the song isn't that dreamy idealistic so the preferences somewhat match? Love the song...not so much my preferences based on it haha]
1D Preferences #572: Back For You...(His POV) (song series)
  • Louis:"You okay, mate? You're lookin' a bit hollow," Zayn places a hand on my shoulder and startles me out of my reverie. "Oh, yeah, yeah. Just...tired," I reply, feigning a yawn for emphasis. "Bull shit," Harry calls over, glancing up from his phone. I roll my eyes and recline in my chair, how could I ever think I'd be able to hide anything from these lads? "Fine, you're right, okay?" I instill, crossing my arms over my chest. "It's just...I've been going crazy because..." Liam walks into the room with a candy bar but doesn't even skip a beat. "You're missing her, aren't you?" Damn, these boys were good. "Yeah," I sigh, resting my chin on my knees. "You'll be back to her tomorrow on the next flight, this is the last show before break," Zayn reassures me, wrapping me in a loose hug. "You're right, I'm just being dramatic," I admit, although my heart still aches just the tiny bit. "You're on in ten," the manager calls, the group of us making our way towards the stage. "You'll be fine, mate," Harry says softly, patting my shoulder and offering a comforting smile. And I know I will, just as soon as I'm back with her again.
  • Harry:"I don't want you to leave," she sighs, entwining her fingers with mine as we lazily watch the sunshine stream through the curtains. Morning. Another break is over an my flight is in an hour, but I can't bring myself to leave the comfort of our bed and the comfort of just her being there. "I don't want me to leave either," I falter, reaching over and kissing her forehead and her cheeks and her nose and lastly, her lips. "There, enough kisses to last until the next time I can see you," I brighten, glad she's cracked a smile. "That's not nearly enough," she sighs, slowly climbing out of bed as I do the same. Fifty two minutes until my flight. "There will never be enough," I reply, sliding on my clothes from the day before and not quite bringing myself to care. "I guess this is good bye for now," she sighs, a tear sliding down her cheek as I wrap her in my arms. "Ephasis on the 'for now', I'll be back again soon, I promise," I reply, giving her one last kiss and grabbing my suitcase. "I love you."
  • Liam:"That girl looks just like (Y/N)," I mumble, nudging Niall's arm during Harry's solo and pointing to a girl in the crowd. He gives me a confused look and pats my shoulder. "Mate, no she doesn't. You're going insane. Thank God our break is soon or else you'd be certified mental," he replies, joining in on the harmony as I should be doing but I was totally distracted. Oops. "You keep missing your parts, are you buzzed?" Louis comes over a few songs later after I started on the wrong beat for LWWY. "Nah, my mind's just all jumbled, it's me and (Y/N)'s anniversary and I'm not even there," I falter, watching Zayn execute his solo with ease. "Calm down," he says softly, patting my head in a brotherly kind of fashion. "You'll be all right. You'll see her soon enough." And in typical Louis fashion he adds one last little bit. "And stop messing up, Baldy," he grins, giving my bum a playful whack and running to the front of the stage for his solo.
  • Zayn:"Doesn't it bother you?" I ask, sliding on my jacket and zipping up the front. "Doesn't what bother me?" she asks, furrowing her brows as she helps pack up my suitcase. "Nearly every time you wake up you're hearing me say good bye and leave," I reply, tugging a beanie over my messy hair. "It really bothers me...I hate leaving you." She frowns and zips up my suitcase, pausing to meet my gaze. "It does. It really does, but crying about it won't do anything, will it?" she begins, taking my hands in hers and sighing. "And I know I'll always see you again, soon." A small smile falls over my lips and I lean in to kiss her one last time before I go. "I love you so much, I really do." She beams and follows me to my cab, tears dotting the corners of her eyes as she tries to blink them back. "I love you more."
  • Niall:"I can't believe you've put up with me for this long, yet you still love me," I laugh, leaning over and kissing her cheek as she turns the page in her history textbook. "I don't simply put up with you, I love you," she beams, shutting her book and kissing me back. "I don't want to go on tour again...I mean, I do, but I don't want to be apart from you for so long," I admit, tracing circles on her palms. "Promise you'll still love me when I get back? And you'll feel the same? And you'll never walk away?" She tilts her head to the side with amusement and quickly shakes her head. "I couldn't stop loving you even if I wanted to, Horan. I don't plan on it, either," she replies, ruffling my hair and leaning in for another kiss.
1D Preferences #709: Through the Dark... (Song Series)
  • Liam:"I miss that smile," he frowns, placing two fingers on your lips. "Me too," you mutter softly, shutting your eyes. "I know you're upset and you're rightfully upset," Liam lets out a quiet sigh. "But I just want to you smile again, you know? I'm here for you and I'll always be here for you." You turn your gaze to him and finally allow a glimmer of a smile to fall across your lips. "I love you."
  • Harry:"We'll find a way through this," he promises, giving your hands a squeeze. The bright lights in the hospital waiting room are starting to give you a headache and all you can manage to do is bury yourself in his arms. "Harry, I don't..." you trail off and he gently massages your back. "Shh, it's okay," he coos, kissing your cheek. "You don't need to worry, I'll help you get through this, you know that, right?"
  • Louis:"You don't need to run!" he exclaims with frustration, watching as you slide on your Vans. "Louis, just let me go," you manage, grabbing your coat. "I told you I loved you and your response is to run away?" he calls out, voice softer and hurt. "It's hard for me, I don't..." you pause for a moment, jacket still clutched in your palms. "I love you, I just..." He walks over to you and wraps you in his arms. "It's easy to be loved and to love someone, just..let it go. I know you're afraid because of the past but you need to realize it's not as scary as you think."
  • Zayn:"I wish I could undo all of this," he exclaims with frustration, running his fingers angrily through his hair. "I want to take you to the start and I'd never let any of this happen. I would have never let him break your heart" You look up and shake your head. "I'll kick his ass if you want me to, I will,I--" he trails off. "Zayn, you couldn't have stopped it. He was a jerk and I was too blind to realize," you say quietly, leaning on your best friend's shoulder. "I didn't realize what I really needed had been right here all along," you say finally, lips meeting his.
  • Niall:"If you want to cry or fall apart, I'm right here," he says as soon as you open the door. "I'm so sorry." You let him wrap you in his arms, the tears leaving splatters on his shirt. "I'm here to hold you and be anything you need, okay?" he says softly, kissing the top of your head. "If you want to talk about what happened, I'll listen and if you don't, it's okay." You manage a small smile through the tears as you kiss his cheek. "I just want you here with me right now, it's all too much and you're making me calm again."
1D Preferences #708: Strong... (Song Series)
  • Harry:"I know this is all moving so fast," he begins slowly, his voice low and soft. "But I'm not...I'm not afraid to fall in love. When I fall in love I fall hard and fast and...I think I'm in love with you." He pauses and brushes a strand of hair from your face, considering his words slowly. "No, no, I AM in love with you," he corrects, shaking his head. "You make me make me strong and...I love you."
  • Niall:"I get it, I understand that you're afraid," he breathes, placing a hand on your cheek. "But I'm not scared of love. When you're not with me...I feel like I'm weaker and not as bright...does that make sense?" He runs his fingers through his hair and frowns. "You make me strong, you know? I know you're afraid of falling in love but I've already fallen and I'm not scared and I want you to fall with me."
  • Louis:"I've always been really shite at saying things like this," he says softly, his smile turning more serious. "It's so hard to say it, actually...but I need to say it because you deserve to hear it." He takes a breath and smiles. "I love you. I love you, I love you. You make me a better, stronger person and I don't know what I'd do without you, love."
  • Liam:"I know things are getting tough right now," he says quietly, knowing he'll have to leave soon for his flight. "But I need you to stay, I need you. You keep me from falling apart and you keep me going on my worst days. You make everything better and I'm sorry if I say I need you but it's true and I'm so sorry I have to go but I'll be home soon and I love you."
  • Zayn:"Please don't...don't go," he says softly, reaching out to take your hand. "What we have is so amazing and I'd do anything to save it. I don't want to let you go and I know there are things I'm not saying but I can't wait until your gone. I need to open up and tell you everything and I think...I'm ready to do that," he let out a shaky sigh and bites his lip. "For starters...I...I'm in love with you."
1D Preferences #538: Magic...(His POV) (song series)
  • Niall:As her lips meet mine I can feel the sparks and fireworks erupting in my mind. How does she do it? Yeah, I've kissed and been kissed before but when I kiss her it's just not the same. It's like I'm under a spell and she's got control over me. I run my fingers through her hair as she pulls away, her eyes filled with a sparkle I don't think I've ever seen. She pulls away and turns, walking out into the streets of London, leaving my lips tingling and me wondering if she'd ever even been there to begin with...or was it an illusion?
  • Louis:"I can't keep lying to my parents and my friends and sneaking out, I..." she whispers softly, her eyes sparkling in the dark. Her parents didn't approve, my management didn't we kind of just snuck around and it was getting to her. She wasn't the kind of girl who lied. I place my hand over hers and meet her eyes, listening to the sounds of the city behind us as I pull her into my arms. "They say that we’re no good together and this never gonna work out," I whisper softly, my breath on her neck. "Let them take pictures, spread it all around the world...I don't care. I just want you." Her nervous expression turns into pure love and she stares at me without a care in the world, grabbing my hand and pulling me out into the bright lights of the city, looking down off the balcony and watching as gradually one by one camera flashes begin and shouts and gasps from below. "That's right," I call out. "I want everyone to know, now."
  • Harry:"I don't want you to go," she whines, looking over at the clock on the bedside table and watching sadly as I button up my shirt. "I have to do an interview," I pout, not wanting to leave either. "No you don't," she grumbles, crossing her arms and kicking off the covers with her bare feet. She leans over and captures me in a kiss, taking me by surprise. I pull away and type a quick message of cancellation on my phone, sliding back into my spot on the bed, "Kissed me one now I can't leave...everything you do is magic," I hum softly, a bright tone to my voice. She hums the rest of the chorus as she nuzzles my neck and settles back into my arms right where she belongs.
  • Liam:"I do love you, Liam!" she shouts, shaking her head in disbelief. "How can you love me? You never show it," I say softly, hating how vulnerable and accusing I sound. Lately it seemed like she just didn't care about me--or us anymore. "I don't know what to believe." She catches me off guard, grabbing the back of my neck and crashing her lips against mine and automatically I believe her. It's like she's got this spell on me--no matter what happens or how I start to feel she captivates me and pulls me back, it's like magic...And I don't want it to stop.
  • Zayn:I watch the end of the hypnotist's show in Vegas, not much paying attention to the words she hypnotist is saying but watching how the sequins of her dress catch on the light, and her eyes lit up with each word. I watch as she hypnotizes Niall, Liam, Harry...making them all bark like dogs and then snapping them out of it. I notice she's come close and paused in front of me, cocking her head to the side with amusement. She runs her tongue over her red lips before leaning in close and placing her hand on my cheek, her eyes burning into mine. I feel myself shiver and burn and it's like she cast a spell on me or something, then I see her snap her fingers and kiss my lips before pulling away with a smirk. But once the show is over, I just can't leave. It's like that kiss bound me to her and I don't know how to get free--I'm not sure I want to.
  • [first one in the Take Me Home inspired series! This song is from the Deluxe Editon! Some have lyrics, some are just inspired...this is a weird preference! Let me know if you liked it or not...]
1D Preferences #613: Trouble...(His POV) (based on T. Swift's song)
  • Harry:A sudden swirl of emerald appears in the corner of my eye and I automatically freeze mid-sentence, leaving Liam with surprise. Emerald dress, floor-length, hair cascading over her shoulders in waves. "Mate?" Liam laughs to himself at my sudden fixation in the corner of the room. "Mmm?" I ask, not looking away. I watch her grab a martini glass from a water passing by as she catches the gazes of nearly every guy in the room. "Looks like trouble just walked in," he whistles, patting my arm. "And it looks like she's in your sights, now."
  • Louis:I watch her talk to her new man, her hand gently placed over his wrist, her red lips curled up in a smile. She was mine, but I lost her. I lost her and now I had to watch her move on. I push away my half-eaten plate of chips and regret letting Harry and Liam drag me out to this bar. Of course she'd be here, wasn't she always? I knew she was trouble the moment I saw her so I'm really the one to blame. "I knew she was trouble all along," I mumble, taking a sip of beer. "Shame on me for trying to move too fast."
  • Niall:"You okay?" I ask, noticing her far away gaze and her subconcious pout. She nods numbly, not really giving an answer. It seems like whenever she's next to me she's long gone, it's like the person she used to be left a long time ago. I watch her eyes dart around the room, her gaze flickering from guy to guy and something suddenly hits me, a sudden fear. I wonder if she'd ever loved me to begin with or if she'd ever loved anyone or anything. All I know is I love her and as long as I do, I'll happily play the fool.
  • Zayn:I slip my t-shirt over my head and slip into my shoes, watching from the corner of my eye as she buttons up her dress. "See you tomorrow, maybe?" I offer as I slide on my coat. "Maybe," she mutters, her hair cascading down her back as she smooths out her outfit. She's stunning, I know I have to see her again. The maybe sounds more like a "no" than a yes,though. The sinking realization hits me as I walk towards the door--a new notch in her belt was all I'd ever be. She was trouble and I was addicted, a love story that would never have a happy ending.
  • Liam:"I got you flowers," I hand out the bouquet and she offers a small smile, tossing them onto the kitchen table. Petals flutter to the ground and she bites her lip. She's gorgeous, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about simple things or how she looks all the time and I guess I liked that. I think I'm more into her than she is into me, though. I can tell by her gaze and her light conversation. It's like she's taking steps forward without me, but I don't mind. She can keep stringing me along but I'll happily follow--she's trouble and I just can't get enough of her.
1D Preferences #634: Nightingale (Song Series)
  • Harry:You lie awake staring at the ceiling in silence. You can hear his quiet breathing beside you but negative thoughts cloud your mind. Decisions and mistakes and broken parts of your past swirl around your mind and pull you under, leaving you bruised. You feel yourself being pulled away into the darkness of your past but just like a life preserver, he's suddenly there. You feel his arm around you, pulling you closer to him and you feel the wisps of his curls on the back of your neck as he whispers a silent reassurance in your ear. Just like that you're back, he is your nightingale--bringing you back with his song.
  • Niall:Your phone dangles dangerously in your palm, your knees pulled to your chest. You stare out the window at the sky and wonder if his plane is up there. You need him, you need someone. You could use a hero about now, someone to listen and tell you everything's okay. You check your phone once more--no messages--and let it drop to the floor, so far gone that you can't manage to care. Tears slowly stain the knees of your jeans but as if he'd heard your thoughts, he sweeps into the flat like a nightingale, dropping his suitcase and hurrying to your side. Soft reassurance brings you back to reality and just like that everything is okay again.
  • Zayn:He is everything in the broadest sense of the word. He is a warm coat on a winter day, he is the sun when it rains. He is the comforting feeling of home even when you are across the universe. You don't know what you would do without him and you hope you never have to find out. As long as he is with you, every day is good. Even when he isn't there, you know he is there and never too far away. He is your nightingale and no matter where he may be, he is there to sing you to sleep.
  • Louis:The world is in camera flashes and rumors and colors swirl like a painting. Everything is too much, it is so loud. People are grabbing at you, at him. It seems like everyone wants a piece of you but all you want is to curl up and cry. But you feel his hand in yours again and your eyes catch sight of the bird inked on his wrist. You're not quite sure what bird it is but you like to think of it as a nightingale. Just when everything is wild, he is your peace. He brings you back to a serene state of mind. He is your serenity, your safety, your everything.
  • Liam:It was a particularly bad fight. There was no yelling and that's what made it the worst. It was the looks of disappointment and the feeling that you were strangers to each other. It was the words left unsed that had barely broken the surface. It was like you needed to be rescued, you needed to be found again. It's like you were blind and needed him to find you again and just like a nightingale he sang softly and hugged you from behind, quiet whispers of apologies and promises. Comfort and serenity, back again like things had never changed and once more you don't know what you'd do without him.
Thoschei Song Series (8/?)

Ok I need something which doesn’t break my poor OTP heart.
I’d Love To Kill You With A Kiss by Katie Melua


I’d love to kill you with a kiss
I’d like to strike you down with bliss
I’d like to tie you up in knots
Until your heart stops
I’d love to kill you with a glance
I’d like to put you in a trance
I’d like to drug you with my scent
And use you in the moment
I’d love to kill you while you eat
The pleasure would taste so sweet
I’d like to open up your skin
And wander there within
I’d love to kill you by a stream
When no one can hear my baby scream
And then I’d run away and be free
The sweetest victory
I love to watch you in your sleep
Cause you don’t have power over me
And when you’re awake I’m undone
Under your spell

This time I don’t highlight anything because the whole things sounds like The Master.
Imagine him coming after the Year with the Doctor. 
He’s imprisoned in the TARDIS..still insane, but they just…
*struggles to describe the situation* 
desire, hate, love …everything…and so them all over. *sighs*

Thoschei Song Series (5/?)

The next song in the series is:
Fire and Fury by Skillet

Every brick and every stone of the world we made
Will come undone if I can feel you here with me
In my sleep I call your name
But when I wake I need to touch your face
Because I need to feel you here with me
You can stop the aching
Because you’re the one I need

I will burn, I will burn for you
With fire and fury. Fire and fury
My heart hurts, my heart hurts for you
You’r love burns within me
With fire and fury

If I freeze you are the flame
You melt my heart, I washed in your rain
I know you’’ll always have the best of me
Destiny’’s got a hold of me
Guess I never knew love like love knows me
Because I need to feel you here with me

I will burn, I will burn for you
With fire and fury. Fire and fury
My heart hurts, my heart hurts for you
You’r love burns within me
With fire and fury

Let it all fall down to dust
Can’’t break the two of us
We are the safe in the strength of love
You can stop the aching
Because you’re the one I need

I will burn, I will burn for you
With fire and fury. Fire and fury
My heart hurts, my heart hurts for you
You’re love burns within me
It burns, it burns, it burns, it burns

You’re love burns within me
With fire and fury

I don’t know why but I just think of them, while listening to it. 
The aching desire..I just see them *sighs* 

Thoschei Song-Series (1/?)

There are sometimes songs which really suit them and here is one of them:
Skylar Grey - Words
It sounds like the thoughts of the Master after he was dragged into the Timelock


Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I’d see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn’t know time was of the essence

So many questions
But I’m talking to myself
I know that you can’t hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can’t hear me any more

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

Always talking shit
Took your advice and did the opposite
Just being young and stupid
I haven’t been all that you could’ve hoped for
But if you’d held on a little longer
You’d have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions
But I’m talking to myself
I know that you can’t hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can’t hear me any more

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words

The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you’re gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening ‘cos I want you to know

It’s so loud inside my head
With words that I should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said
Never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

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