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i’m gonna have to learn that this love will never be convenient

sooo ive figured out that

im pretty sure i age slide whenever im scared, severely dissociated, or vaguely psychotic

like i will legit start acting like a bewildered child and need a blankie or stuffed animal and rely on older figures to watch out for me and keep me safe

and like obv i can still do adult things like i can type and read and write and talk and stuff just i get more childish habits and mindset

its really weird

(i bring this up bc i was gonna go make tea but im terrified at the dark esp between hours of 3 and 4 am so i was going to put on avengers assemble with the legit mindset that they will protect me while the show is playing)

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