I keep looking at my body and thinking “this is why this happened to me. I’m fat and disgusting.” I can’t help it. Everything feels like my weight’s fault. It always comes down to this.

Today I feel I am kicking some major ED butt. I almost wore this to work this afternoon, I ended up opting for a baggier sweater but I’ll definitely be wearing it tonight for New Year’s Eve events. Nonetheless, it’s been a while since I’ve had the confidence to wear something showing my midriff. Even though I didn’t wear it out, I still feel that liking how i looked in the mirror is an accomplishment.