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“Hyukjae,” you squeaked, voice trembling. You were almost in tears. Never would you have thought someone you loved this much would ever make you feel so horrible.
“What?” he replied hastily, his eyes glaring with anger. Tears fled out of your eyes. Never did you want this. You didn’t mean what you did. You were scared; so unimaginably frightened of what this relationship was going to bring. You wanted to flee, to not have to deal with the feelings that stirred inside every time you looked at Eunhyuk.
“I’m sorry. I am so incredibly woeful of my actions. I shouldn’t have kissed him.”
“Damn right you shouldn’t have kissed him!” He answered, rage filling his voice. You winced. You had never heard him yell at anyone like this. But you deserved it. You were ready to take any punishment he wanted to bring. You looked down at the floorboards, watching tears hitting them slowly.
“Look at me,” he said, this time sorrow taking over. “I love you so much. It hurts so much to see you with someone else. Imagine if you were in my position. What would you do if I kissed another girl?”
You looked into his dark brown eyes. They were wet with tears.
“Baby, I understand. I’d never let you live it down if you kissed another girl. I’d feel broken inside, like a piece of my heart had been ripped square out of my heart.”
“Answer my question.”
You thought about it for a few seconds. What would you want him to do if he cheated on you? An answered clicked. You didn’t want to tell him what you’d do, but this wasn’t a time for lies.
“I’d break up with you,” You said quietly, avoiding his gaze. You didn’t look up until he walked over, lifting your chin up with the side of his pointer finger. He stared straight into your eyes. You kept his gaze, exploring every inch and fine detail of the amazing chocolate coloured eyes. He sighed softly, and finally spoke.
“I’m not going to break up with you. I love you too much. Just, please explain to me, why you would do it.”
“Hyukkie, I deserve to be broken up with. Even if it means my heart gets broken, and yours. I know you’ll move on, and find someone better than me, more faithful and trustworthy.”
The anger then returned. He swiftly grabbed your wrists and pushed you towards the closest wall. He lifted your hands up above your head, and moved his next to your left cheek. Every warm breath of his made you shudder; only making you regret your idea of us parting ways more.
“You think you can rid of me that easily?” he barely managed to choke out. “I’ll love you forever. No-one will ever make me feel the way you do. These feelings are deep. They will never leave me. And I hope you won’t either.”
He pressed down on your lips and one thousand knots untangled in your stomach. He softly placed his hand on your neck, letting go of your right arm, the kiss falling more passionate. He ended it, and tears started falling down his pale cheeks. He dropped his head on your shoulder, freeing your other arm. You placed one arm around his neck, and the other on the back of this head.
“I was scared,” you said calmly. If you were to shout or tremble he would become un-nerved and you didn’t want to hurt him more. “I did it because I was so scared of what the feelings were; what these feelings are. I love you, Lee Hyukjae. That’s what I was afraid of.” He lifted his head up, he was staring right into your eyes, and you into his. He leaned his head forward and placed it on yours.
“I love you too,” he murmured with a soft snuffle. He kissed you on the cheek, and his hands moved to your waist. Adrenaline pumped through your veins. He slowly moved his lips to yours, and planted a soft kiss on your nose before settling on your lips. The kiss progressed, tongues eventually meeting. He slid his hands down and grabbed the hem of your shirt, pulling it up to reveal your stomach. He broke the kiss, lifting the shirt over your head, placing small kisses on your chest. He smiled as you pulled his yellow jumper of, and then pulling his t-shirt over his head. You let out a soft moan as he sucked and nipped at your neck. His expert hands unbuttoned your shorts and pushed your underwear down. I had to admit he knew your body than you did. He left a trail of kisses down your stomach, and eventually falling to his knees. He looked up at you.
“Ahh, please.” You said, voice shaking. He smirked at you before tracing his tongue over your opening, earning a squeak of pleasure. He licked your clit, making you grabbed the back of his head, your fingers brushing through his beautiful blonde hair, pushing him closer to you.
“Eun-hy-uk,” You barely managed to say. It felt so good being this close to him. Hyuk chuckled, making you shiver with delight. His tongue swirled around, getting closer and closer to where you wanted him most. In a swift movement he slipped two fingers into you with his tongue still working your clit. Your head fell back, hitting the wall behind you; you would have felt pain but your body was already overwhelmed with pleasure.
“Hyukkie, I’m close,” you let out. “Keep going, faster!”
He did the exact opposite. He removed both fingers and his tongue.
“No, oppa, what are you doing?”
“I thought I’d teach you a lesson. That’s how it feels to lose something you really want and love.”
“It’s not the same, Eunhyuk! Please finish!”
He got up from his knees, and walked towards his bedroom, opening the door and going in. It wasn’t an invitation, but you thought you’d gate crash that party. You stormed into to his room.
“Lee Hyukjae! You finish me off right now!” you squawked. He just laughed. “Well?”
He got up, took your hand and led you into his bathroom.
“Take your clothes off and get in. A dirty slut like you needs to be cleaned,” He growled, sending a shiver down your body. You gulped before removing your remaining clothes, and stepped into his shower. He stripped down, and followed, turning the water on. He pulled you in so you were pressed together, getting soaked as the hot water poured on your naked bodies. He blew a short breath on your neck, and slid his hands up and down your body, stopping to play with your nipples a few times. You pulled his hands off your body, and pushed him under the shower head, the steaming water drenching him. He lifted his head up, water cascading down his face and through his soft blonde hair. You moved over to him, and kissed him on the lips, forcing your tongue into his mouth. He reached down and took your hand into his. He moved away from the kiss, looking you deep in the eyes.
“Get on your knees,” he murmured. You obeyed. You got on your knees, and almost instantly he grabbed the back of your head, pushing it towards his hard member. Your mouth slightly brushed his tip. You then traced a vein that led from one end to the other with your tongue, earning a soft groan. You flicked your tongue over his head, tasting his pre-cum. You readied yourself before consuming his length in your mouth. He pulled out fully, giving you a chance to take a deep breath and then pushed back in as hard as he could. His head fell back as you started sucking as far down as you could and running your fingers down the rest of his shaft. His breathing got heavier and heavier, eventually turning into a heavy pant. You hummed softly, and he pushed your mouth off of him. You looked up innocently.
“Don’t give me that look,” he muttered. “You were going to make me cum.” He said, looking annoyed. You stood up, and put your lips next to his ear.
“Isn’t that what you wanted?” you whispered.
“I want to cum inside of you,” he said, his warm breath sending goose bumps down your body.
“No-one’s stopping you,” You teased. With that, he wrapped his arms around your thighs and hoisted you up. He let go of your legs when you wrapped them around his waist. He spun the two of you around so you were pressed up against the wall, hot water running down your already soaked bodies. He moved his lips to your neck and started sucking. He took his lips off your neck.
“I want you to remember this,” he stuttered. “Remember how good I feel inside of you.”
He slammed into you, making your back arch and you let a scream escape from your mouth. He smirked devilishly and kept thrusting. Hearing his slick cock entering and you made your muscles tense. Every thrust of his was perfect. He caught your lips in a kiss, his tongue invading your hot mouth. You sucked on his plump bottom lip, biting it and licking it from edge to edge. Moaning, he removed his lips from yours.
“I can’t stand any longer,” He muttered. “Let’s change positions.”
Nodding, You loosened your grip on his hips, giving him more freedom to move. He gradually bucked his knees, getting closer and closer to the ground. Your back slid against the hard wall, instead of hurting as it normally would, it just created more pleasure for you. When you both hit the ground, he lifted your legs up and pounded into you.
“Eunhyuk,” You moaned, urging him to continue what he was doing. He reached his hand to your clit and started rubbing you fast. He looked down at you, his eyes full of lust. You squirmed underneath him, unable to control yourself as he hit your pleasure spot.
“D-do that again,” You choked out, hardly capable of creating words. He thrust into you again, as hard as he could, making you scream. Please filled every inch of your exhausted body. Shaking heavily, you reached your climax severely. Your eyes pierced his, full of bliss from your powerful nirvana.
“I love you,” you said, your breathing un-even and short. “So much.”
He continued to hit his hips against you, watching as he pulled himself in and out. You wrapped your hands around his neck and drew his lips to yours, kissing him roughly, not caring where your lips and tongue went. He moaned and pushed into you one more time, before releasing inside of you, moaning excessively. Chuckling, he slid his hands up and down your body, creating goose bumps under his fingers. Still smiling, he let your legs go, making him slip out of you. Whimpering, you wrapped them around his waist. You bit your lip when he kissed your collarbones, still tracing your curves.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispered “Every little thing about you. Your gorgeous smile, the way you bite your lips when you’re nervous.”
Giggling, you kissed him again, pulling your foreheads together. This moment was so passionate, you never wanted it to end. You released his lip with a soft snicker.
“I love you. You are so amazing. I can’t believe I was scared of loving you.”
“I can’t believe it either - I’m great.”
You smiled and shook your head. You loved him so much, and you would never want anyone else.