I would say I’m sorry but I’m not ☆ミ(o*・ω・)ノ

Say hello to my new phone background, that took me an eternity to make because I had no idea how to do this.

It’s just a reminder that I will be going to see the aMAZING SIR HIMSELF IN CONCERT IN 11 DAYS WITH SYDNEY.

No I’m not over the shock yet, and I’m pretty sure I never will be.

Happy 18th Birthday Sydney bubba! I hate you, I love you, I hate you, I love you, I hate you but most importantly I LOVE YOU.

If you don’t find that thingy I created even remotely funny I will smack you 18 times :-)

I hope you get a big fat cake, a big fat party, awesome presents, many many smiles. To a year full of joy, laughter, huddy flailing, fangirling, emotional break downs (let’s be honest they are just really needed at times)!!!


Happy Birthday, Sydney!

I had thought in write this in spanish so not a lot people could understand it, but then I was like “nah, fuck it, I don’t have any problem that people know how much Sydney means to me”, so, here I go with my crappy english :P

I know I had promised you a fic as gift, but we have talked about how much I suck at writing when I have to, lololol, but I haven’t given up on that, I will write you a fic eventually. So, you’re going to be forced to be my friend until you have your fic (?) lolololol. That’s how you end up having a simple photoset as birthday present, but hey!, I do have to presume that this was finished before you played the “Guess my 10 favorites actors/actresses”, and I was so happy to know that I nailed some of them for this xD Although I have to be honest, at moments like this I wish to be more skillful so I could have made you something really awesome D: but I hope you like it anyway (◠‿◠✿)

The other day I went to see the post I made for your last birthday, and man, how much things have changed! :’) in that post I wrote that even though we didn’t talked a lot, you were really special for me… look at us now! Talking almost every day (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧♥ and truth be told, even the latest part changed because you are even more special to me, but shhh, we have to keep that as a secret xD

You adorable and gorgeous creature! although you and I know your true nature, lolololol I hope you have the greatest day :D whatever you do as celebration I hope you have the time of your life :) And thank you for everything. Thank you for being there. Thank you for being even more awesome every year. In brief, thank you for being you (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*: ・゚✧♥

Happy B-Day, bb! I LOVE YOU SHITLOADS ヽ(゚Д゚)ノ

This is me from tonight with (you guessed it) Hugh Laurie, the King himself as Sydney would say.
So I was my typical really quiet and awkward self and asked him to please sign my new Let Them Talk CD that I got there becauSE I FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO GET ONE OF HIS GODDAMN CDs. And then I wanted a picture so Sydney went to take it but it came out terribly blurry from how hard she was shaking which I found so damn cute tbh so someone else had to take it.
And it was weird almost and awkward but he was so sweet and patient and I guess something people don’t know about me is that people like him keep me going and keep me alive. The fact that I might someday get the opportunity to meet the people that I love and admire. Even if just for a small moment, even if they don’t realize just how much they matter. It happens and I get to look them in the face and smile at them.
And of course I started crying while writing this because I just realized that I…I made it far enough to meet Hugh Laurie and watch the Copper Bottom Band perform. If I wasn’t here that would have never happened, but I made it. And it was one of the most beautiful things that has ever happened to me and the band was so flawless that I almost cried just from that.
Sydney, I am so thankful for tonight.