I just want to be able to one more time touch you Say boodbye, that I am sorry because I didn’t understand that you were my life and even more And I never know why I just watched as they simply shut your door
I was naive and when you said forever, I felt trust - as I poured myself out of the purest love and lust. Thought I’d meet you again But I was ignorant, so that was then
No matter how hard I seek, I never find you I just find idiots and I think that the memories of you must be made of glue Because I cannot push them aside Even when my ability to think clear has died
You where not all I had - but all for whom I really cared And I should keep the feeling of just the fact that you once shared your life with me, to make me just a little bit glad. But for all the times I made you sad I’m sorry and I wish I could go back to make it right But now our love’s dead, because I don’t think it just sleeps, honey; it’s not even night Now all my love is spent I don’t know where your love to me went. But I can’t feel it, I truly wish I just for one of all these weeks, months and oh, the all the lonely time that lies infront of me could. I wish I had that safe, naive, lovely feeling of “I feel almost too good”.
I swear, I could die for just the chance to be able to sleep beside you one last time.