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am i disappointed and sad? yes.

but do i hate you? no.never.

do i still wanna be your friend? yes.

but i’ve said it. that we shouldn’t be friends anymore.now do i regret my decision? no.

i don’t know.one moment i regret it, the other second i think it’s for the better. i’m upset, with both you and myself. idk what i should do or say and it’s so frustrating.i’m scared.i rarely let my ego grew larger than my conscience.