she's-not-afraid

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What do you think about getting along with Kyung Woo again? The truth is, Kyung Woo likes you. All men sowing their oats make mistakes like that once in their life. Since it’s all water under the bridge…

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first time participating in tdov,
first year of unlearning the gender binary,
and first year of understanding that I am not “gender confused”, but that my gender is merely confusing to those who don’t understand it yet. They/them (he/him tolerated)

She's Not Afraid
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She’s Not Afraid

YEAH! ONE, TWO THREE FOUR!

She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah

Tight dress with the top cut low

She’s addicted to feeling never letting go

Let it go

Louis:

She walks in and the room just lights up

But she don’t anyone to know

That I’m the only one who gets to take her home

Take her home

But everytime I tell that I want more

She closes the door

Chorus:

She’s not afraid of all the attention

She’s not afraid of running wild

How come she’s so afraid of falling in love

She’s not afraid of scary movies

She likes the way we kiss in the dark

But she’s so afraid of f-f-falling in love

Niall:

Maybe she’s just trying to test me

Wanna see how hard I’m gonna work

Wanna see if I can really tell how much she’s worth

Whatcha worth

Maybe all her friends have told her

Don’t’ get closer he’ll just break your heart

But either way she sees in me and it’s just so hard

So hard, cuz’ every time I tell her how I feel

She says it’s not real

Chorus

What about all the things we said

Talking on the phone so late

I can’t let her get away from me

When I say I can’t do it no more

She’s back in my door

Chorus

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Peggy Carter vs Sexism

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Focus on the dream, focus on the details, picture them, feel them. The TARDIS will track on your subconscious and extract the relevant information. It should be able to home in on the moment in your timeline when you first had that dream.

three years ago i was trapped in an awful relationship with a toxic person who blamed me for her drug addition. i had to break up over the phone because every other time i’d tried to break up in person, she had coerced me into staying.

this wednesday my boyfriend drove 45 minutes out of his way just to give me coffee during my long work day like i didn’t have time to do anything but hug him and thank him. when i was close to tears with gratitude, he shrugged and said, “of course.”

things get better. you will go from standing in the shower thinking “god what if this is for the rest of my life” to “god, i hope this is for the rest of my life.” hold on, okay?