Tough Decisions - A Jack Gilinsky Imagine
Sorry It’s taken my so much time to update :( Things have been going on… Well, Here’s part 2 of the Gilinsky Imagine, Hope you enjoy
~ YOUR POV ~
It’s been days since I last spoke to Jack. I didn’t really talk to anyone. Johnson and Sammy decided to leave me alone for a while. Then they just showed up in my house, watching a football game in my living room.
"Really, Guys?" I sighed as I walked to the kitchen.
"Stop being depressed, Y/N." Johnson said, standing up, walking after me.
"I am not depressed. I am exhausted." I said, almost annoyed.
"Okay, Okay. Chill." Johnson said.
"I’m sorry." I broke down. Sammy and Johnson went to hug me.
"I’m sure Gilinsky regrets it. He hasn’t been himself lately." Sammy said, looking at me.
"Him and Jessica are probably in a fight." I mumbled.
Suddenly, Gilinsky came through the door. He saw Sammy and Johnson hugging me, and he looked down disappointed.
"You guys called me?" Gilinsky said, looking back up at Sam and Johnson.
"Yes. You two need to fix it." Johnson said. Sammy nodded and they both walked upstairs.
"Sit.." I said, sitting on the kitchen table. He sat across from me. I shot him a weak smile.
He smiled, then he became serious.
"Look, Y/N.. I like you. You’re my bestfriend.. But, I like Jessica. She’s my girlfriend." He said, quietly. I looked down and nodded.
I watched her for a while. She tried to put on her brave face. God. Why did I find her so cute? After a while, she finally stood up and looked at me. I decided to stand up as well.
"You’re breaking my heart.." She said, quietly.
Seeing tears roll down her face, honestly broke my heart. I regretted everything. And It wasn’t because I pitied her. It was because, I knew that, Jessica was my only distraction. I tried to hide my feelings for Y/N, and now, I can’t. And I broke her heart. I sat next to her on the floor.
I felt guiltier.
"I love you just a little too much." She said.
God. At that moment, I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to kiss her so badly. She was beautiful. She was funny. She wasn’t mean, nor rude, nothing. All I wanted was her. I hurt her, and I couldn’t hate myself even more. Her tears stopped falling. Oh, Gosh, what if she got over me already? No. I want to make her mine. I want her to be mine. But Jessica.. I need to break up with her. I need to. I have to. I want Y/N. I never wanted anyone this bad.
She turned to look at me and placed her hand on my arm.
I couldn’t help but lean in and kiss her nose. She flashed a smile.
"Y/N.." I began.
"No, Jack. Please. Stop talking. I don’t want to cry anymore. We’re friend, I get it. You love Jessica. Go, be happy. That’s all I ever wish for you, Jack." She said, cutting me off.
"But.." I said. Is she rejecting me?
"Jack. I just want you to remember one thing." She said, cutting me off again.
"Wh-What?" I asked, trying to be strong.
"Remember, I will love you forever." She smiled as she got up.
Was this the end? Has she given up the fight for me? No. In the end, I will be the one fighting for her.
"Me too.." I said, under my breath so she wouldn’t hear.
Sorry This sucked :( I will make a 3rd part for you guys if you wantt ;* love you guyss