Imagine based on the weight by Shawn Mendes:
There she was the girl I had loved more than anything, my life, my dedication, my love but in somebody else’s arms.
I knew for a couple of days things weren’t going right, I tried to ask her but every time shed push me away and walk away. What had I lacked, why does he have that I don’t?. These thoughts haunted me.
I walk in to see Shawn laying on our bed, I had told him that I’m going for run but Matt called me over to his house and I couldn’t control myself but kiss him which lead on to another. I told him this would be the last time, like I’ve been telling him for the past month. It’s been two months I’ve been cheating on Shawn I can’t barely look at him without the guilt killing me within.
“hey Shawn you algood?” I asked.
“aw baby girl what could be wrong with me, unless im getting boring for you” he giggled and walked of.
“hey Shawn” she called out, tears sprinkled down my check but I wiped it so she couldn’t get a glance.
“I think I need time, I can’t do this anymore” she said without hesitation crying almost. “I’m sorry I hope you can understand” she said while slamming the door and running out.
I shattered how could it all just end like this, 5 years, how did she just throw it out like that. ”AHHHHH” I screamed, I threw our photo frame on the ground, and kicked the side table.
“No baby No how did I” I picked up the shattered pieces of glasses clearing it of the picture of her. I picked the photo up and held it against my chest before balling my eyes out.
2 months later
She walked through the corridors hand in hand with Matthew.
“Hey Shawn” she smiled at me, that smile that would appear every time id strum my guitar but that had now appeared with matt.
“I’m sorry for everything that had happened with us, but I’m happy now with Matt”, she looked away why won’t she look in to my eyes ugh “I hope we can still be friends, I promise to change someday” she puts her hand forwards.
But I don’t wanna wait.