To those who know me in real life...

I apologise if my recent behaviour has offended anyone. I realise that I may have come across as a bitch, for I have been extremely irritated this whole past week. At first I thought I was sleep deprived, but even when I slept more I was still the same. I thought it might have been pressure from college apps, but it seemed unlikely because I was already too irritated to even think about them.

I only just found out that there are side effects to my clarithromycin tablets, which include anxiety and extreme irritability. I guess now I know why I’ve been so down lately.

Just came back from the Thirty Seconds to Mars concert at the Hollywood Bowl. Phenomenal show…they sound amazing live and they were inspiring, as always. New Politics and Panic! at the Disco (who played old songs like “Mona Lisa,” “Let’s Kill Tonight,” and “I Write Sins, Not Tragedies” as well as their new songs) opened for them, ahhhhhh!

And at one point of the show, Jared Leto came down from the stage and sang a few songs from the back of the Bowl, around where we were sitting. I was less than fifteen feet away from him. *_*

Overall a phenomenal night. Can’t remember the last time I had this much fun. Here’s a shout out to semicolonseas for getting me to go to the concert with her. Thanks <3 

semicolonseas asked:

Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your favorite followers (not back to me, I did it already). Thinking good thoughts about yourself is hard but it will make you feel better so give it a go, for the sake of spreading positivity! (^u^)

uhhh ;__; this is really hard…

1. i like how no matter how things are, i never give up my appetite.
2. i like how i care and think about other people.
3. i like how i can get ‘drunk’ without consuming alcohol (woohoo)
4. yay for tallness (questionable lol…)
5. i like how i appreciate the world around me.

I Will Follow You into the Dark
  • I Will Follow You into the Dark
  • Death Cab For Cutie
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Day 22: A Song that You Want to Play at Your Wedding

I Will Follow You into the Dark, by Death Cab for Cutie

I do not believe in wedlock, so the chances of me getting married are so minuscule that you’re more likely to find a single needle in all the haystacks of… I dunno—my head?

Death Cab’s “I Will Follow You into the Dark” is a very sweet song despite its depressing way of conveying its message. The melody is a little simplistic but the lyrics are so beautifully written. If I were to ever choose a song to represent my unconditional love for someone, this would be it.  ^^

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Day 13: A Song from a Band You Hate

I Gotta Feeling, by The Black Eyed Peas

I absolutely hate this band. This is the only song of theirs that I can tolerate because it’s semi-catchy. I hate how frequently this band destroys classics, PARTICULARLY “The Time (Dirty Bit)”. GOODNESS, I HATE THAT SONG. “My Humps” is an awful song too. They don’t have any talent whatsoever, and their songs literally show signs of mental retardation. I mean, HAVE YOU SEEN THE LYRICS IN “MY HUMPS”? WHAT THE FUCK, MAN!?!

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Day 27: A Song from Your Childhood

Castle on a Cloud, from the musical Les Misérables

I might have watched the musical on VHS once, but I don’t quite remember the story. This song somehow stuck with me though. (I don’t have any preferred version, either—I just like the song.) :)

Not Your Birthday
  • Not Your Birthday
  • Allstar Weekend
  • All the Way
Day 14: A Song that is a Guilty Pleasure

Not Your Birthday, by Allstar Weekend

I actually like this song—the beat, in particular. :D
I first heard it on the radio a while ago, and even though I generally despise music of this genre, I actually listen to this song (when I’m not obsessing over other bands).