actually 1 k1nd 0f just want t0 curl 1n a ball and m0urn the death 0f my fr1ends.
but unf0rtunately the h0l1day seas0n 12 2upp0sed t0 be ab0ut shar1ng and car1ng and n0t m0p1ng ar0und 1n y0ur underwear because every0ne y0u used t0 celebrate 1t w1th 12 dead.
n0r 12 1t ab0ut be1ng ant1s0c1al and want1ng t0 yell at every0ne.
But 1 can’t d0 that e1ther becau2e my dead m01ra1l taught me yell1ng was bad, and 1ts n0t s0meth1ng t0 d0 when y0ur friends are dead even th0ugh y0u really, really want t0 just cl0se up and shut the w0rld 0ut.
y0u d0n’t get t0 be sad and angry and b1tter at y0ur 0wn p1t1ful l1fe when y0u’re actually al1ve even th0ugh you never wanted t0 be al1ve 1n the f1r2t place.
y0u have tw0 ’be grateful’