We get yelled at and told that we are annoying and stupid and adults think that we are all emo or goth or stupid and immature.
But let me lay down the shit. We go to school 5 days a week. At least half of us wake up at 6:00am or earlier to shower and have breakfast. Some of us get up at 4:00 because they live downtown. We get to school between 7-8am and have 7-9 classes a day or 3-4 classes a day depending on the schedule. We are piled with what they say ‘half and hour of home work’ which we laugh at because we know it takes at least 6 hours to get it all done. We get home at 3-4pm and do home work. We have a dinner break for half an hour and then we continue to do our home work until 10pm-2am or even earlier the next day. We also have jobs because we know that that is our responsibility and we need to pay for our gas money. We also have clubs and study sessions and extracurricular activities. You wonder how we have jobs with the little amount of time we have??
Adults yell at us for messing around and acting out or not doing as we are told. We’ll let me tell you that we try every fucking day to please you at school. You want to know why your child is failing?? Because your putting too much crap on them and expect way to much because they feel like they have to please you so they put too much work on themselves which is more than they can handle, and fail because they don’t have the time. You think we want to fail? because that’s the last thing we want. We are supposed to do our best in high school so we can go to the best collage, that will eventually make us go into debt, and have the same job for the rest of our lives. We have to get multiple degrees so we can change our minds if we want.
Also all of the fucking gay bashing and crap? Like some adults need to get their heads out of their asses because guess what?? Our fucking generation accepts people for who they are. Sorry to rain on your fucking parade.
If we are lucky we get at the most 5 hours of sleep. We are expected to do waay much more than you think we can. But you want to know something? This drives us into anger and sadness and a lost of hope, because parents and adults tell us that we need to do this and that when really if they let us be independent with our lives sometimes without them on the sidelines bitching at us then we might do well because we won’t have the unneeded stress. And medicine won’t help your stress, and you will be lucky if you don’t form some anxiety issues from it because I know multiple people who have.
Teachers don’t try to reach out and help you here. Yeah you might have friends who support and love you, but eventually you learn that trust is just a word and love is just a sound. Because why would we need that?? We don’t deserve love and affection. We are just hormonal suicidal freaks who can’t do anything right because we suck. FUCK OFF YOU SHIT HEADS.
We get yelled at by our parents. Our teachers don’t help or don’t care. If you have one that cares they must be fucking special. Your friends drift away and they don’t know how to help you although they offer. You spend your weekends doing homework instead of going out with friends and your social life turns into nothing although you still have your small friend group at school. And then you eventually give up.
You stop caring about your work as much because you tell yourself it doesn’t matter as much as others think it does. But inside you know it does but you don’t let it get to you because you’re in a constant state of denial.
You turn to other things maybe drugs, violence, music, friends, TV shows, books, art; anything to distract you.
We are the ones who are shaping this fucking country and we are going to be our future leaders and business men and women and you can’t do anything to stop us. So why don’t you let us lead our selves for once?
Welcome to the American fucking school system. I hope you have a fucking blast of a fucking time.