I want to go to N.C. and Florida for a vacation. I want to do it all in one trip. But I don’t know if I will be able to do that. I hope so. If I can do it all in one trip, I need about $1,500. I will be driving and needing a hotel for only part of the trip (the N.C. part). Hopefully I can get the money within the next month and a half. I would like to go for my birthday if possible.

What do you guys think?


                             i know i’m a real looker, but
                               if   you   keep    staring   i’m 
                               going   to   have    to    start 
                               charging   by    the    minute.  


I’ve come across thousands of people in my lifetime. I’ve seen thousands of different voices, heard thousands of different voices, yet I’ve only really seen a select few, and actually listened to a select few.

To those of you who have affected my life, either positively, negatively, maybe even both, I’d just like to say thank you. Sometimes I can be stubborn, I can be a moody bitch, but I’m still a good person deep down, and to those of you who actually stick around to witness it, I can’t say how much I appreciate it.

Some of you have helped change me, mold me into a better person. You’ve opened my eyes to ideas I’ve never thought before, you’ve provided me a different insight, you’ve helped shape my world into something so mufti-dimensional, when I used to be so one-track minded.

Some of you have made me realize why I’m so bitter, why I’d rather spend my time indoors away from everybody than out with people, interacting. Some of you have brought to light the worst that the human race has to offer, and I’d like to thank you for that too. If it weren’t for the bad, then I wouldn’t know the dark corners of my soul. If it weren’t for lies I’ve been told, the way I’ve been treated, I wouldn’t be overly optimistic. I wouldn’t know the truth about humans, I wouldn’t have gone through anything that helps me grow as a person.

So to each and every individual (some of you may even be reading this right now) who has impacted me, or changed me somehow, thank you.

I think I’m going to write a letter to everyone individually.