Date: September 13th
Your heart splits in two.
A part of you dies.
You can barely see with the tears in your eyes.
You have so much to say,
But no words come out.
Sobs wrack your body and come out your mouth.
U wish you could turn back time and change everything that went wrong.
But that’s not realistic cause you know that they’re gone.
You’ll keep fighting for them and you’ll never let them go.
But that won’t bring them back anytime soon.
The phone is your enemy, the public your wake
It hurts way too much to see, so you just run away,
Your mouth wets again and the tears will stop,
But the pain is just as red hot.
I want to talk to you and hear your voice.
But the memories will rush back and that is my only vice.
Seeing you will be hard and I don’t know if I can.
The pain will be more than I can stand.
I wish things could be different, but it has to be.
I’ll come back and find you if, indeed, we’re meant to be.