fuck… it really hit me you know
i can’t believe it’s already been almost a year, like… for whatever reason it’s only felt like a few weeks in a way

a year since everything kinda got turned upside down 
over twenty plus chemo sessions 
two surgeries (with about two more on the way i don’t even want to think about it honestly)
losing all my hair 
god knows how many doctors appointments… 
and i’m still here despite everything 

…I’m still here. 

Uwaaaaaa At last I’m finish with this QAQ

I was busy with other project and such and typesetting this took a long time orz

Prompt by Piyocchi (Thank you for always giving me beautiful prompt >w<)

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anonymous asked:

So if one were to write nsfw little red, which kinks should one be aiming to hit? Hypothetically.

Breaking news: Marcia is a sap-trash and loves cuteness

When one of them is shy and sensitive and maybe embarrassed and the other one is a lil protective and a lil dominat and possesive but gentle and loving but a lil bit kinky at the same time

I just–

Oh, I’m chatty enough. When I’m working on something I tend to be quiet. You can fall into using all your energy up chatting about “When I was doing such-and-such a show in the West End…” and all the rest of it. It can be quite sapping. But in terms of answering questions in interviews, I normally do like to do it by email, because it gives you a few seconds to think about it. There’s a certain amount of shyness in my personality, so I like to have even a 10-second buffer to articulate what I’m actually thinking as opposed to getting caught up in a mess of words spiraling out of control. [Laughs] It’s just easier, but that’s me.
—  Aidan Gillen
Deciding whether or not to trust a person is like deciding whether or not to climb a tree because you might get a wonderful view from the highest branch or you might simply get covered in sap and for this reason many people choose to spend their time alone and indoors where it is harder to get a splinter.
—  Lemony Snickett

Wow. It’s over. It’s truly finally over. Sure KLK is airing on toonami but…at the end of the day. It’s over. Something we all love so deeply and genuinely is…over. But god…KLK is such a big part of my life. And I think it always will be. 

Thank you, Trigger…

That being said. Man watchingthat OVA again. So many good ideas they had. Satsuki’s depression. The theme of letting go. The theme of putting the past behind you. Moving on. Rei’s past. 


But holy hell were they all, except Rei’s past, executed poorly. Which sucks. So many good ideas. 

So poorly executed. 

anonymous asked:

THEY WERE AT THE SAME GIG!!!! HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN??? sometimes it just hits me so hard, their whole story. imagine when they figured it out??? one of them just off handedly mentioning going to the concert, and not understanding the other's shock. then thinking they were joking with them. tiny baby boyfriends starting to think soulmates were a thing (though with these saps it wouldn't surprise me if they considered themselves such earlier on)

I know, pup, I know. Their story is one I’ll tell my children at night to fall asleep to. The story of two boys and how fate made sure everything was perfectly aligned to bring them together. Like… just THINK about it. How likely is it that they’d be at the same gig beforehand, hm? Or that they’d meet in the toilets before getting put together as a band WHICH Harry would not have been able to do if he were a day younger. And then there’s the fact that their personalities compliment each other more that peanut butter and jelly. Even their bodies are perfectly proportioned so Louis’ just tall enough to nuzzle into the crook of his neck, his hands small enough to be swallowed by Harry’s large ones, which also fit into the curve of Louis’ hip like a glove. Tall and small, lanky and curvy, deep voice and high voice, soft-spoken and loudloudloud, green and blue, ship and compass. There aren’t two people in the whole world who are more meant to be together than Harry and Louis. And to think that it all started with an “oops!” and a “hi.” But then again… it didn’t, did it? It didn’t start on The Xfactor, and it didn’t start at the Script concert. The universe was pulling them together long before anyone knew it was happening. I wouldn’t be surprised if after they’re out they reveal that their great grandparents were best friends or something equally as ridiculous. I mean after all, there’s no explanation for why things are the way they are… they just kinda happen. 

anonymous asked:

The only reason your parents love you is because statistically it can't be 0% Some poor sap has to love you.

As happy as I am that my parents love me, I’m also sympathetic as to how devastated you must be because your parents don’t love you. 

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In which Mira is a sap

I’m reading that gothic romance I picked up; it’s a little like Rebecca except she was the heroine’s sister and everyone hated her. Anyway, the heroine is bonding with her stepdaughter, and trying her best to say “I’m going to be nice to you and love you” without coming out and saying “Your mother was abusive, also abused me when we were little, I’m just doing what she should have done all along.”

It’s sentimental and a little emotionally manipulative, but heaven help me, the little girl is so stunned and grateful I started to cry. Actual tears. I’m crying right now.