roleplayingconfessionsfromrpers

anonymous asked:

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Forty-Nine

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It annoys me when people disregard OCs completely just because of a few bad experiences. We’re not all Mary Sues and it’s not such a bad thing if the OC and the mun have a lot of traits in common. Some of us work really hard to make the character likable and just because the mun and the muse are similar it’s no reason to say the character is bad.

{I feel so happy when people get happier when they see the roleplayingconfessionsfromrpers, it just makes me giddy inside that people start to recognize how much they are loved and cared for with their roleplaying. The people that I have seen get the confessions about themselves seem so happy. And I am happy for them. Seeing that they are the sweetest people you’ll ever meet.} 

// My response to that roleplayingconfessionsfromrpers​ confession about Loki: 

[10:55:01 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // Now I’m imagining Vivian coming home all huffy
[10:55:07 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // Ice asking what’s wrong
[10:55:20 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // “Someone called you *nice*”
[10:55:37 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // Ice just “Whelp”
[10:55:52 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // Vivian just “Come home when you’re done being a dick”
[10:56:07 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // Ice just “It might be a while, people think I’m *nice*”
[10:56:09 PM] Satan Fish: // (rofl)
[10:56:17 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // TELL ME IT WOULDN’T HAPPEN
[10:56:33 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // TELL ME VIVIAN WOULD NOT BE OFFENDED THAT PEOPLE THINK ICE IS SOMEHOW NICE
[10:56:49 PM] Vivian, Ros, and a vampire (Zen): // TELL ME ICE WOULD NOT GO OUT TO BE THE BIGGEST DICK THAT EVER DICKED JUST TO MAKE A POINT

I am the defender of asshole Lokis for a reason, people.

I feel really awkward talking to people on my OC’s blogs.  I have tried sending so many asks to different people just saying ‘I would to rp with you.’ but I never send them because I feel like I’m bothering them, so I back out.  I have backed out on so many open rps because I feel like I’ll just annoy the person and they’ll hate me and my characters.  I rarely make starters because I feel pathetic, like I’m saying ‘pay attention to me!’ and no one ever responds unless I plot.  I’m sorry I’m not quality, or a canon character in some really huge fandom.  I’m sorry for having an extremely over-active imagination, and I’m sorry for wanting to RP with you.

It bothers me when people proclaim that roleplaying is just a game. For a lot of people, it’s an escape, where they feel safe. It bothers me even more when they claim that muses aren’t real. I have DID {Dissociative Identity Disorder} and my muses are my Alters, my other personalities. I have it under control, but they need an outlet too and for them, and that’s RP. They’re very real to me and when they’re hurt, I’m hurt. I just want people to think about and consider possibilities like that.

I feel really bad for everyone who follows me and the few people I’m RPing with now because it takes me a while to get to my replies because I often don’t have time to sit down and write it, just a few minutes here and there to lurk. And when I do have time to write, I often get intimidated by the fantastic people who write with me and am never happy with my replies so I keep trying to rewrite them. I’m sorry, everyone. :/