Tbh I’m making college a bigger deal than it is because if I just interview for any school they’ll want me. Not even bragging I’m just such a good speaker and can oversell myself so well. It’s how I’ve gotten this far. I’m not good at learning in a school environment because I’m so ahead of my age group in course work that school is tedious. Remember when I was gonna graduate in 2013 but I’m not emotionally sound enough to leave the “comfort” of high school. It’s so crazy. Anyway this has been a weekly reminder that I am c student but am capable of so much more if only I cared about my future. I don’t care enough to stop myself from self sabotaging so whatever this is lame I’m so glad no one reads rhese. This one is oddly pathetic. I’m not usually tryi b to sell u guys on the idea th at I’m smart. I’m questioning myself a lot and trying to make other ppl believe so I’m can too but I’m like such a failure.