restoringhope

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This whole thing is literally sucking the life out of me....

I mean, I don’t really even know what to do. How do you live in a house where you don’t feel forgiven? There is somebody I follow and she probably has this on such a farther intense level, but to her I say, I understand what you’re going through now. But for real, it’s just sucking the life out of me to know, to physically hear the words “this is such an inconvenience to the family.” I mean, yeah I know I screwed up, I’ve admitted that I was wrong, but now you’re just making me feel like “Black sheep” you swear I’m not and then telling me that this is hassle, you disapprove of all the choices I make. I just want to get away from all of this really. Thankfully I’m headed off to college in the next few days. But, I mean I really don’t even have anything to look forward too down there. Its just school and I won’t even have a roommate. Oh well…

restoringhope replied to your post: I know how you feel girlie. I went from 85 to 105 lbs in a year after treatment and recently have gained nearly 15 more lbs and want to die. I can’t help but feel that I could be thinner if I wanted to..if I could just go back to my ed. But we are working towards being healthy. We just have to keep telling ourselves that. Not that it makes it any easier! Good luck sweetie.

I’m in recovery and gaining too. I feel you both. I want you to know I’m proud of you though, and that you’re both beautiful and brave. You deserve to be happy, and being healthy will get you there - having an ED controlling your life won’t. xx

Thank you! Please remember this for yourself as well. Wishing you all the best. xx