restoringhope

This whole thing is literally sucking the life out of me....

I mean, I don’t really even know what to do. How do you live in a house where you don’t feel forgiven? There is somebody I follow and she probably has this on such a farther intense level, but to her I say, I understand what you’re going through now. But for real, it’s just sucking the life out of me to know, to physically hear the words “this is such an inconvenience to the family.” I mean, yeah I know I screwed up, I’ve admitted that I was wrong, but now you’re just making me feel like “Black sheep” you swear I’m not and then telling me that this is hassle, you disapprove of all the choices I make. I just want to get away from all of this really. Thankfully I’m headed off to college in the next few days. But, I mean I really don’t even have anything to look forward too down there. Its just school and I won’t even have a roommate. Oh well…