~ Though your eyes will need some time to adjust, to the overwhelming L I G H T surrounding us ~ Requested by anonymous |


Remember make believe in you
All the things I said I’d do
I wouldn’t hurt you like the world did me
I’d keep you safe, I’d keep you sweet

Everything that I went through
I’m grateful you won’t have to do
I know that you will have to fall
I can’t hide you from it all


Once Upon a crack!vid ✘ 


:: spat from seheron :: a mix for the inquisitor adaar :: 

:: LISTEN ::

11 Questions Tag

Tagged by reginashappiness thanks twin :D 


  1. Always post the rules

  2. Delete the questions that were answered by the person before 
  3. Answer the ones you were asked by the one who tagged you 

  4. Write 11 new questions 

  5. Tag 11 people, then tell them about the post 

Questions I Answered:

  1. Favorite musical genre? Ehh I like a lot of stuff but I guess Pop is what I listen to most 
  2. First book you ever read? Umm Im not sure, the first I remember were A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket and Double Act by Jacqueline Wilson 
  3. Do you like it when people talk to you first or do you like to do the talking first? Umm both, I guess I prefer when other people talk first because I’m awkward but I try to keep it fair
  4. In your opinion, what keeps a friendship? I guess connecting to the above, sharing the responsibility of messaging first and remembering the little things 
  5. What/who made you join tumblr? I fangirl over Smallville on fan forums and they all pointed here
  6. iOS or Android? iOS
  7. What is your biggest frustration in life? Oh gosh.. a lot of things.. my lack of creativity and/or talent, my general awkwardness, being the typo queen.. and stuff not solely about me: not being to hug the people I want to hug (hey fandom friends)
  8. Which do you prefer, the arts or the sciences? The arts, humanities gal over here!
  9. What was your first OTP? Clois - Clark and Lois (Smallville)
  10. Do you prefer having a big house or a small one? Big house, as long as it’s still homely 
  11. What is the weirdest thing you said or did to someone you met on the internet? Haha well I tried to ask and figure this out but it didn’t work so I don’t know, 99% of what I say is very weird (my tweets are the prime example)

My Questions For You: 

  1. Favourite flavour of ice cream?
  2. Hobbies?
  3. If you could live anywhere else in the world, where would it be?
  4. Film that reminds you of your childhood?
  5. Fanfic preference: Smut, fluff or angst? (if you could only read one)
  6. Thing you’re most looking forward to this year?
  7. Something you’d like to achieve by the start of 2016?
  8. If you could be in one episode of any tv show, past or present, which would it be? (can change this to scene if you want)
  9. Favourite meal?
  10. If you could be another person for a day, who would it be?

Tagging: mysterious-song sassgina-and-awesomehood itsfalloutgirl dark-twisty-regal alwaysthe-queen melazon badskin outlawqueenluvr repellomuggletum15 how-wonderful-lifeis pixiedustdoesntlie 

(sorry if you’ve already done one of these/don’t like being tagged)

regalli replied to your post:why the HELL is the single version of bulletproof…

At least indicate that you have two different keys for the song! Weird.

the worst part is that i discovered this while i had my trntbl on shuffle and it came up and i immediately thought ‘this is wrong this is so wrong

so i went on youtube and looked up the song AND IT WAS IN THE SAME WRONG KEY

and i eventually had to remote connect to my laptop and listen to the album version to confirm that i did in fact remember it correctly and i hadn’t spontaneously generated memories of one of my favorite songs in a different key

I have never wanted to take care of anybody my whole life. When I was a child GREGORY took care of me.

When MADMAN raged at me, regaled me with the song “you are just a stupid little girl, you are just a stupid little girl, you are just a stupid little girl”, or wound his large man’s hands aroundmy wrists to make me dance like a puppet, GREGORY became my fury.

GREGORY would find me where I was hidden and hold me when I didn’t want to be held and talk to me when I didn’t want to be talked to and love me when I felt unlovable.

The time that I used a razor to gouge thick lines in my arm, GREGORY asked me ‘How dare you hurt yourself?’.

I never knew how to love anyone that fiercely.

I tried to be there for my little sister when she was ill, after GREGORY left, but all I could do was curl up on the end of her bed and talk to her. Sometimes she would be asleep and I would talk to her. I was scared of leaving her alone.

But I wasn’t good enough at loving her.

I didn’t know how to protect her from the toxicity and viciousness of our family at that time and. I didn’t know how to reassure her when her body seemed to betray everything.

I haven’t seen her for a while now and I know so little about her life.

Sometimes I miss her so much that my chest aches.

I tried to be there for MADMAN when he was sick. But after a while my empathy became duty and then guilt.

Mental illness can make people cruel and it is hard to love someone who is cruel.

I even had to give my cat away because I wasn’t home enough to take care of her.

There is a line in the original film of Arther where Arther says “I’ve never taken care of anybody. Everybody’s always taken care of me. But if you got sick, or anything, I’d take care of you.”

linda answers “then I’ll get sick”.

I always thought it was so very sweet, but it made me lonely that I didn’t really want to take care for anyone. Perhaps if THE BOY got sick I would take care of him but I am not so very sure.

RULES: Choose 5 otps without looking at the questions in the read more first, then tag five people

I was tagged by thiefqueeen (thanks Hayley!) <3 

  1. Regina x Robin (OUAT)
  2. Clark x Lois (Smallville)
  3. Mindy x Danny (The Mindy Project)
  4. River x Eleven (Doctor Who) 
  5. Ben x Leslie (Parks and Rec)

1. Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 5? 

Oh gosh it was so long ago, pretty much right away, even though they didn’t get on, you just knew they’d end up together and would be the cutest couple on the entire planet

2. Have you ever read fanfiction about 2?

Yep :)

3. Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr ID?

Yes! Over on my other blog

4. If 3 were to suddenly break up today, what would you reaction be?

Umm tears

5. Why is 1 so important?

I could write an essay on this! Because they complement each other so well, because they’re each others happiness, heart and soul, except each other for who they are, every part of them, and are equally hot and sweet while doing so!

6. Is 4 a funny ship or a serious ship?

Both in that they flirting is ridiculous but they’re story is utterly heartbreaking

7. Out of all your ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

Ha, 1! 

8. Of all the ships, which ship has the strongest bond?

Oh mannn, umm 1, 2, 4, 5 (all of them but idk)

9. How many times have you read/watched 2’s fandom?

Hahah well, all the way through not that many (there’s 10 seasons) but their scenes, too many to count

11. How many times, if ever, has 5 broken up?

Once :/ but they didn’t want to!!

12. If the world was suddenly to thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 1 or 3?

1! Haha 3 would sure give it a try though

13. Did 4 ever have to hid their relationship for any reason?

Yes… only one remember for part of it and then yeah, it’s a mess

14. Is 5 still together?

Yep :D

15. is 1 canon?

Well.. haha YES

16. If all five ships were put in a couple’s hunger games, which couple would win?

Oh gosh, between OQ and Clois for sure (1 and 2), hmmm..

17. Has anyone ever tried to sabotage 5’s ship?

I guess kind of

18 Which ship(s) would you defend to death and beyond?

Probably all.. no, definitely all! but especially 1

19. Have you spent hours a day going through 3’s tumblr page?

Not hours


Ohhhh my god! wth man… ummm… I guess 4 because they’re not together anymore and yeah but oh man nooooooo, I love them too much!


I have no idea who’s already done this so I’m sorry if you’ve already been tagged, feel free to ignore (even if you haven’t done it): sassgina-and-awesomehood itsfalloutgirl prior-incantatem reginashappiness mysterious-song herardentwish lauraroslinforever skyliange dark-twisty-regal alwaysthe-queen melazon badskin whitebuddah0524

(if you ever want me to stop tagging you in these just let me know)