Here goes nothing

So I am under a lot of pressure with school, an internship, a job, and an apartment to upkeep and have been definitely feeling that pressure. I thought that to have a release for my thoughts, worries etc. might be helpful. I know I am not the only one in this position and I actually don’t even have it as bad as some others, but I am sure there is someone out there that can relate to me and if I can help others while helping myself, it is a win-win to me. So here is the beginning of my first ACTUAL blog. YAY

Rain, rain...

So, I guess this is supposed to be some sort of introductory thing. I hate this kind of crap. Seriously. Let’s get it over with then, shall we?

I’m 24, female, and I’ve recently moved to Oregon (two weeks ago to be exact) and I love the rain. I’ve been unemployed since April (not my fault) and currently looking for a job up here. So far I’ve had two interviews: one that went really well and one where I lost my balance in the middle of a sentence (I’ve already accepted the award for the clumsiest person in the world, why they gave me a standing interview I don’t know).

Anyways, I’ve started this blog because 1. I need an outlet 2. I’m freaking bored 3. Just ‘cuz.

The title of this blog probably seems depressing, or implies that this blog is depressing, neither of which are true. I just like rain, really. I moved out of the most dry part of California and couldn’t be happier that there is an abundance of moisture in my new environment. I’m a total homebody too so it doesn’t irk me that I can’t go outside all too often (I’d walk in the rain anyway, just for fun). When I say homebody though, I mean I don’t do the whole “going out to the club, chilling with the girls, having a drank” thing (I’ve been sober for over two years now, I’m a slutty bitch when I “have a drank”). I love hiking and rockhounding, so I will surely be posting pictures of such things as soon as I can.

The only thing this rain makes me miss is the ability to smoke a fatty. What? Seriously, don’t give me that look, I said sober from alcohol. Besides, I don’t go harder than that, I know my limits. Anyway, that’s all I’ve got for today.

Oh wait…does anyone live up here that happens to know a freakin’ mechanic that will do my brakes for less $500??? Seriously…I just want new pads, I don’t understand why this is so expensive (probably would have been cheaper in California…imagine that).

No joke, I’ve been high as a muhfuckin kite ——> All day. Jus chillin at home and doing homework, smoke a cig here and there, and my kitty is with me. Tis gucci:) Took 45mg DXM, 200mg Tramadol, 5mg Valium, 5Mg Cyclobenzaprine, 100mg Hydroxyzine, 100mg Meclofenamate, 1800mg Gabapentin, 40Mg Adderall, 150mg Lamictal, 100mg Zoloft, 6mg Imodium-OTC! (Loperamide), 25mg Benadryl. Damn.

SIDE NOTE: It’s been hours since the ingestion, and I am completely beat.