Been in recovery for nearly 8 weeks now! Hard to believe that back then whilst on the NYWO course, i cried about over my frustration of how half a small orange for breakfast was too much… (i now have a huge bowl of cereal every morning) ;) I was too scared of the dining hall and had to come home as i feared i may collapse and i thought my heart was failing. Things had to change and they did. I finally had no use for anorexia as a coping mechanism anymore.
Nearly 8 weeks later and i’ve gained over 11kg. But most importantly my CONFIDENCE, HAPPINESS, HEALTH and LOVE FOR LIFE!!!!
Choosing recovery was the hardest but also the best thing i’ve ever done. I did it for me and now my life is better than ever!
If i could choose to go back and not have an ed i wouldn’t. Through struggling i have found my true strength, a new confidence and compassion for myself. This awful experience has made me such a strong person and i now value life much more. My passion for music is ever growing and i am one step closer to pursuing a career in music, rather than continuing down the road that would have ultimately lead to death.
I am now determined to love my body and keep moving forward in an ever positive way! (starting with a year in OSLO!) I’m not there yet but i will be. :)
CHOOSE RECOVERY! END OF. :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx