rafelina

People always say it hurts the most at night. Most people miss somebody at 3 am when they can’t sleep and can’t help but notice how alone and incomplete they feel.
Some people miss somebody at 5 am when they just get home from a night of distractions and realize they are now in bed alone.
I miss you all the time.
But sometimes It’s at 9 am as i’m driving to work and a song that reminds me of you comes on the radio. Suddenly I can’t catch my breath and my heart breaks all over again as I realize i’m starting a new day, without you.
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#RafelinaMichelle

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I hope you fall madly in love with her.
I hope you do all the things you never did with me.
I hope every time you see her your heart skips a beat, and you can’t picture life without her.
I hope she completes you, and that you both decide to begin a life together.
And just as you think life can’t get any better
I hope on a beautiful Sunday morning she wakes up and decides to leave the home you built together.
I hope you never hear from her again.
And just as you feel you might lose your mind from the stress
I hope you remember me and realize that karma never loses an address.
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RafelinaMichelle

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My whole life I’ve heard the saying 
“Good things take time” 
But now I’d disagree by saying
“Great things happen in the blink of an eye”
You came into my life when I least expected 
And although the timing wasn’t right somehow it turned out perfect
What were the odds that you’d stumble on to me 
What are the chances that you’d be exactly what I need 
Who could’ve predicted that you’d take my breath away
With every subtle touch, with every single kiss, Each moment that I’m with you feels like complete bliss
You’re one in a million
And you and I are a million to one
If I had to gamble on a couple 
My money would always be on us.” -Rafelina Michelle

anonymous asked:

People like me are meant to be alone,
Because half the time I won’t even notice your name no longer lights up my phone. I’m a walking contradiction,
An asshole with a heart of gold.
I’ll show you what love should really look like,
But make sure to leave before any of it can unfold.” Rafelina Michelle ( excerpt from Detached )

I don’t want to here it. Stay the fuck out of my ask .

I wanted you.

I wanted you so bad I was willing to lose myself
Doing all I could to prevent being just another book on the shelf
Starving my ego and putting you first
Never thinking this would only get worse
I wanted you to the point where it was unhealthy
Constantly feeling like our love was running on empty
I wanted you so much I forgot about me
Every thought in my mind turned into us and we

I wanted you in such a way in my eyes you did no wrong
There was nothing we couldn’t fix, there was nothing I couldn’t ignore

I wanted you, Lord knows I wanted you
But now I want me more

— 

Rafelina Michelle

Ig : Rafelina_Michelle
That’s the difference between you and I
Every hour we don’t speak to me feels like a lifetime
You on the other hand realize we haven’t spoken 3 days later.
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Rafelina Michelle

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It’s usually not the breakup that breaks your heart.

It’s all the little things in between.
It’s the fact that you’re no longer a part of each others daily routines
It’s the faded conversations that never go on for too long
It’s the feeling of emptiness you get when you’re with them , almost as if you were alone
It’s the lack of spark
And the loss of hope
It’s the voicemail that you hear each and everytime you try to call
It’s all the love letters you find promising each other you’d be together through it all
It’s the forever that ended way too soon
It’s the distance between two people who once loved each other sitting In the same room.

It’s usually not the break up that breaks your heart.

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Rafelina Michelle

Ig : Rafelina_Michelle

If you can be friends with your ex either you never loved them or you always will.
So many people disagree with this but think about it…. take a few…
If you’re talking to your ex you’re either flirting or reminiscin trying to convince yourself you don’t really miss em.
But then they do something that reminds you why you liked them to begin with…
They’ll smile at you as if only you exist and tell you how happy they are to have this friendship.
You get used to their company to them being your “friend” only to one day wake up alone, with the world on your shoulders and nobody’s hand to hold
You have to be strong and you have to remind yourself you shouldn’t be surprised,
Exs are not friends
They’re just disappointment in disguise.
—  #RafelinaMichelle (Exs are Not friends)
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Sometimes I just need someone to share in my solitude. Someone that is not afraid to sit next to me and talk to me without saying a word. Someone who understands the beauty of silence and the fact that sometimes, words just get in the way. Sometimes it’s the company and not the conversation that can repair a broken heart… . Sometimes.
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#RafelinaMichelle

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I get bored easily …
I’m the type of person that will be over you
Before you even realize I was under you at all
The type of shit person
Who stops talking to you and never gives an explanation or even bothers to call
The one that will disappear and never tell you why
The one that doesn’t feel anything and has no problem saying goodbye
I’m the person you can give your all to and I’ll probably still walk away
Just because staying doesn’t provide enough foreplay
Most times I move on before I even really begin
I don’t feel comfortable carrying the burden
Of commitment on my skin.
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#RafelinaMichelle (excerpt from Detached)

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From everything to nothing
In what feels like overnight
Doesn’t it blow your mind how fast things change?

You can talk to each other 25 hours straight
Always, always on the same page
You can be as close as could be
For months or even years
Always there for each other, always there to lend an ear

And then one day one of you decides to move on
Now you can barely find the words to say
You went from priority to just another ignored text
You both stop replying
You both stop trying
And just like that the story ends

No real reason, no explanation
Just a bunch of faded good memories and laughs
Just a bunch of empty promises left in the past

It just ends,
And life goes on
Neither of you ever bothers to look back at what once was

Both of you become unfinished business
Just two strangers who happen to know each others every flaw.

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#RafelinaMichelle

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I crave you in ways you can’t even begin to imagine…
I crave your hands on my spine
Your lips on mine
Your fingers on my thighs
A thoughtless encounter between you and I

I crave you in the dirtiest of ways
With absolutely no intentions of love at bay
I crave what you taste like
I crave the foreplay
I crave what you’ll look like once I’m done taking your breath away

I crave you so close that you’re breathing my air
I crave what it feels like to tug on your hair
Hot, bothered, and weak in the knees
I crave you in ways that’ll leave you feeling uneasy

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#RafelinaMichelle

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I found myself hooked on everything that was you.
Intrigued by every word you said, fascinated with your mind.
In love with every subtle touch, constantly trying not to stare as much.
Excited for each time we’d meet,
intoxicated with hope of what could be.

I found myself drowning in love, with what felt like just right.
This time I promised myself I wouldn’t put up a fight.

I found myself wondering where you have been all this time, and why it took so long for you to be mine.

I found myself hopeful, with lack of despair.

But then I found myself waking up
and you were not there.

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Rafelina Michelle

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Right person, wrong time.
The story of you and I
Timing is the one thing we could never get quite right
Perfect for each other but we could never see eye to eye.
Yet we tried, and we tried because this felt like love
But timing is important so “this” never lasted long

Yes our feelings were strong, but our timing was wrong. So fate simply decided that we did not belong.

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Rafelina Michelle

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So even though her heart breaks each time she has to forward your call
She knows it’s the right thing to do
She finally came to terms with the cruel and hard hitting fact
That she can’t love herself and love you too.
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Rafelina Michelle ( excerpt from You Blew It )


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