I didn’t really know what to rec you but here are a few sad ones!
Not a Victory March (incomplete | 1,473 | Rated M)
When Derek breaks up with him, it isn’t a surprise.
try to swim and stay afloat (complete | 9,021 | Rated E)
“‘M tired,” Stiles whines. “Derek if I just -“
"No," Derek says. And he says it so simply; it’s not mean or meant to hurt Stiles, it’s just his honest answer. Stiles chokes on a sob. He’s so tired, and all he wants is just one. One shot. He knows he’ll feel better, and he hates Derek for saying no.
I Just Need You (complete | 10,839 | Rated E )
“Derek?” He’s surprised at how steady his voice is, considering he’s absolutely terrified. It’s been a long time since he’s been afraid of Derek, but the eyes looking back at him now are full of hate and the promise of death. Stiles shudders but steadfastly refuses to look away. “Derek, I know it doesn’t look like it, but it’s me… Stiles.”
Be Still (complete | 7,155 | Rated PG-13)
After Allison’s death, Stiles can’t seem to shake the feeling that it was his fault. He feels like a monster, can’t look any of his friends in the eye, and finds himself reaching out to the one person who might know what he’s going through: Derek.
Happier (complete | 25,563 | Rated E)
When Stiles nearly dies out in the woods one day, Derek kicks him out of the pack, and life gets seriously, seriously shitty.
Euphoria (From the Devil’s Hand) (complete | 16,601 | Rated E)
Stiles clenched his fists, feeling empty and alone. He took a deep breath, shuddering shakily when he exhaled and his eyes began to sting and fill with moisture. He wiped at them angrily, he refused to cry. He breathed deeply to keep himself calm, to keep the overwhelming feeling of panic at bay, he didn’t want to have a panic attack, not here, not out in the open like this. Derek was out there, he knew it, and he wasn’t going to embarrass himself further in front of the werewolf. To make himself look needy. Stiles just let his shoulders slump with defeat and climbed into his jeep.
No one wants you.
In Your Arms (complete | 27,560 | Rated M)
Stiles has been self harming for a while but nobody had noticed. Derek finds him one day after a rough pack meeting and things take a turn for the worse.
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theofficialstereklibrary’s major character death tag
theofficialstereklibrary’s angst tag
werewolfwagon’s angst tag