I can’t stop thinking about my new coworker. Ya know when you see someone obviously trying to get your attention but you’re desperately trying to ignore it? Yeah that’s me rn. I can’t tell if I actually attracted to him or if it’s just that I haven’t liked someone in so long that I’m bored. I also have been putting up this huge wall around me bc I’m just not mentally/ emotionally ready to put myself out there. It’s so exhausting and quite frankly I don’t wanna be disappointed. Idk I’m getting some strong vibes though from him. I don’t wanna tell him I’m not interested because I am… But if he does like me he’s gonna have to put in more effort than randomly jumping into my personal space and bopping around like a little elf.