i ve been there,long year with eating disorder,forget about fad diet,forget about fix quick,forget about the scale
And check out your doctor,because you are not recovering at all right here and i m a bit worry for you
cause Yes you can lose weight on healthy way but you have to chose:
take your time and see how happy you will be?
or go on this path and see how the hell is?
seriously go and seek someone,this is the best thing you can do before it’s too late♥♥♥