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Meantime’s IPA. Somewhat of a funky/off nose and flavor. Still, not a bad beer. Obviously the English IPA is way different than American style, but something about the nose just doesn’t seem right.

The sociopath hijacks the normal human bonding system. The sociopath takes needs and impulses that are rooted in our very survival, intensifies them and then betrays them. The result: Ending a relationship with a sociopath is often far more painful than a normal breakup.

Primitive reaction

The first thing to understand is that the bonds of love go very deep.

“Love relationships are held together by deep emotional bonds that were crucial to the very survival of our species,” writes Stephen Stosny, Ph.D., in his book, Living and Loving After Betrayal. “We have developed preverbal, prerational, automatic emotional reactions to behaviors and attitudes that threaten these emotional bonds.”

In prehistoric times, Stosny says, losing the kinship of the tribe meant certain death. So emotional bonds, and our reactions to losing them, are anchored deep in a primitive part of our brain.

This is one reason why losing any love relationship feels so scary — we have an ancient memory that we might die.

Romantic love is a drive

Emotional bonds also insured the survival of the human race in another way — the bonds kept parents together long enough to raise children.

Helen Fisher, Ph.D., a biological anthropologist at Rutgers University, and Arthur Aron, Ph.D., a social psychologist at the State University of New York at Stony Brook, have extensively researched human love and mating. They believe that romantic love is more than an emotion; it’s a motivation system.

A human motivation system, or drive, energizes and directs behavior to fulfill a need. For example, when people are hungry, they seek food. When people are cold, they seek warmth.

Fisher explains the traits that romantic love shares with drives:

Romantic love is tenacious; emotions dissipate or change far more rapidly
Romantic love is focused on a specific reward — the beloved
Romanic love, unlike other emotions, is not associated with a particular facial expression
Romantic love is exceedingly difficult to control
Romantic love is associated with elevated activity of central dopamine
For more on this, read:

The Drive to Love: The Neural Mechanism for Mate Selection, on HelenFisher.com.

More than a feeling — new research suggests love may be a drive as primal as thirst or hunger, on apa.org.

Romantic love is an addiction

Fisher also says that romantic love is highly addictive. It is associated with “focused attention, euphoria, craving, obsession, compulsion, distortion of reality, personality changes, emotional and physical dependence, inappropriate (even dangerous) behaviors, tolerance, withdrawal symptoms, relapse and loss of self-control.”

Fisher conducted studies in which people who were happily in love, or had been rejected in love, were examined in fMRI machines, which allow observers to monitor the activity of the brain.

“Those who are happily in love express neural activity in a region associated with the ‘rush’ of cocaine,” Fisher says, “and those who are rejected in love appear to have neural activity in common with those who gamble for money, risking big gains and big losses.”

For more on this, read:

‘Romantic love is an addiction,’ researchers say, on LiveScience.com.

The bonding process

When we fall in love with someone, we form a psychological bond with that person. This process starts in the beginning of the relationship when we feel pleasure.

You know what the early stage of romance is like. Both of you are doing your best to impress each other. You smile, you pay attention to each other, you spend time together, you go on special dates, you give gifts. All of this behavior plants the seeds of a psychological bond.

When you experience intimacy, the bond is strengthened. The neurotransmitter oxytocin is released in your brain and bloodstream. Oxytocin makes you feel calm, trusting and content, and it alleviates fear and anxiety. Any kind of intimacy gets the oxytocin flowing — emotional sharing, physical touching and certainly sexual relations.

Your feelings of love also cause dopamine to be released in your brain. Dopamine is associated with energy and motivation. It is also associated with addiction.

If you have sex with your new partner, it creates chemical and structural changes in your brain. This is nature’s way of making two people want to stay together so that they can raise children.

Enter the sociopath

All of the processes described above are normal. But suppose your new partner is a sociopath, although when the two of you first get together, you don’t know it.

In the early stages of romance, a sociopath doesn’t just try to be pleasant, he or she engages in over-the-top love bombing. You are showered with affection and attention like you never experienced in your life. The sociopath sweeps you off your feet in a whirlwind romance. The result? You don’t just fall. You fall really, really hard.

Sooner or later, you may feel like something is wrong with the relationship. Perhaps you suspect that he or she is lying to you. Perhaps the person is “borrowing” money, and not repaying you as promised. Perhaps you discover that the sociopath is cheating. Perhaps when you confront the person, he or she threatens to leave the relationship.

For whatever reason, the sociopath’s behavior is causing you to experience fear and anxiety.

Vicious cycle

You might think that this would cause you to back off or lose interest. But according to Lovefraud author Dr. Liane Leedom, research into addiction has come up with two surprising finding:

Once a bond is established, continued pleasure is not required to maintain it.

Fear and anxiety actually strengthen psychological bonds.
When you’re feeling fear and anxiety, you want the relationship to return to heady, heartfelt happiness that you experienced in the beginning. So what do you do? You ask what’s wrong. You try to work things out with your partner You may even apologize for something that you didn’t do. If the sociopath is blaming the negative behavior on you, you try to convince him or her that you are loyal to the relationship.

If you’re successful, you kiss and make up, and perhaps have make-up sex. All is wonderful again. You feel relief. This, too, strengthens the psychological bond you feel for this person.

After awhile the sociopath does something else to create fear and anxiety in you, and the routine starts again. So the relationship becomes a vicious cycle of pleasure, fear/anxiety, and relief. With each turn of the cycle, the psychological bond that you feel gets stronger and stronger.

Eventually the bond is so strong that it can be difficult to escape the relationship.

Romantic rejection

But what happens if your partner rejects you?

Dr. Helen Fisher describes two phases of romantic rejection — the protest phase and the resignation/despair phase.

“During the protest phase, abandoned lovers express intense energy, heightened alertness and extreme motivation to win back their beloved,” Fisher says. This may lead to “frustration attraction” — the observation that disappointed lovers begin to love the person who rejected them even more passionately.

Eventually, the rejected partner accepts the fact that the relationship is over. This resignation/despair phase is associated with less dopamine creation, which leads to lethargy, despondency and depression.

Sociopaths are different

Everything that I’ve just explained does not apply to sociopaths. Why? Because sociopaths do not bond in the same way that people without disorders bond.

Dr. Fisher has found that romantic love is essentially the same among people of both genders, all ages, all sexual orientations and all ethnic groups. However, I haven’t heard whether she or anyone else has studied romantic relationships among people with personality disorders. My guess is that she would find significant differences.

So why, if you’ve been rejected by a sociopath, does it hurt so much? I don’t know of any research to answer the question, so I’ll extrapolate from the above information to put forth a theory.

As human beings, social connections are important to us, so rejection by any romantic partner hurts. But because of the initial love bombing, and the vicious cycle of pleasure-fear/anxiety-relief, our psychological bonds with sociopaths are particularly strong. Therefore, these bonds are harder to break, and rejection by the sociopath hurts more.

Plus, relationships with sociopaths don’t just end — usually there is betrayal involved. As Dr. Steven Stosny says, “Intimate betrayal snatches the floor of personal security from under you.” This makes the pain even worse.

What can you do?

So how do you get the sociopath out of your head? Realize that you are breaking a very powerful addiction.

If you’ve ever battled an addiction before, such as quitting smoking, you know that you have to take it one day at a time. The following strategies will help:

No contact

Make up your mind that you will have no contact with this person. That means no text messages, emails, phone calls and certainly do not meet in person. Don’t even visit the sociopath’s Facebook page.

The longer you are away, the more the psychological bond will release. But if you relapse and have contact with the person, just like with any addiction, you’ll be back at square one.

Do something new

If you’ve experienced romantic rejection, less dopamine is going to your brain. So to boost the dopamine, do something new. Novelty drives up the activity of dopamine in your brain. Your partner is still gone (which is a good thing when your partner is a sociopath), but you’ll feel better.

Make the decision to recover

It’s not your imagination — because of human biology and psychology, it is difficult to break your bond with a sociopath.

Time will eventually help you get over the relationship. But your recovery will go faster, and will be more beneficial, if you take affirmative steps to recover.

First of all, take care of yourself. Eat healthy, don’t overindulge in alcohol or drugs, exercise.

Most importantly, don’t sweep your experience under your own personal carpet. Make a decision to directly address the pain caused by the sociopath — and also address whatever pain or vulnerability from your past made you susceptible to the sociopath in the first place.

You’ll find many articles that can help you in the Lovefraud Archives under Recovery from a sociopath.

The Lovefraud Recovery Collection of books will also help you. It’s available in the Lovefraud Store.

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Stillwater’s existent farmhouse ale. An interesting take on a farmhouse. Quite rich and dark with nice roasted malts and chocolate notes. Not a typical farmhouse ale for sure, but I kind of prefer this. Almost like a porter but has some nice spice notes. EDIT: Nietzsche quote and portrait? Lame.

Russian River’s Consecration. A cabernet barrel-aged sour - and one of the best sours available. It has currants added - and you get nice fruit and wine-y notes through the sourness. Very sippable - and a great intro to sour beers for people who are unfamiliar with them. A great after dinner drink to sip on - a definite favorite of mine.

Stockyard’s Oatmeal Stout. Nice burnt/dark malt nose. Thin but rich body with plenty of presence from the malts, and finishes rather clean with a tiny bit of sweetness. A solid oatmeal stout at any price, and an amazing one at $5.99 a six-pack from Trader Joe’s.

Shiner Bock. Cheap in TX, and definitely the classier version of the home-state beer (with Lonestar fulfilling the supporting role). Not a big fan - quite watery with no real malt back or anything reminiscent of body. Still, gotta love TX, especially when you can get $6 pitchers of this. If it costs any more of that, there’s better beer out there.

Lindemans Framboise Lambic. Not beer really in my mind, but refreshing. The raspberries are quite powerful in the nose and on the palate, but make this very easy to drink and taste like it has no alcohol at all. Lambics aren’t my style, but this is ok. I need a strong ale after this, though.

Highland Brewing’s Oatmeal Porter. Nice bready and caramel malt nose. Quite a thick body with a nice bit of offsetting bitterness. Nice lingering slightly sweet finish. A very solid porter, and the oatmeal really gives it a nice thick body that makes it taste like a meal. The best I’ve had from Highland Brewing, and North Carolina for that matter. Good porter.

Schmaltz He’Brew RIPA on Rye. Doesn’t taste like the 10% it has in it - drinks like a good subtle IPA. The rye whiskey barrel taste barely came through on my palate, although as it warmed more and more came through. The hop bitterness really seems to limit the nuance of the rye (and the rye barrels) - but the age really seemed to mellow the beer out a lot. Definitely very good, but not amazing.

Choc’s Belgian Style Dubbel. Ok, but kind of thin and plain. Some chocolate and caramel notes come out, but they are subtle and the beer still tastes pretty watery. I can’t believe this one GABF in 2009-there are so so many better dubbels out there.

Dogfish Head’s chicory stout. A very nice coffee, chocolatey and malty nose, but the body doesn’t follow through very well - tastes quite similar to a nut brown ale with just a bit more darkness. Definitely a good stout, and the chicory and Mexican coffee add something special to it - but not amazing. Also, the label says “…beneath a bone white head”, which is not true - it definitely has a lot of color to it. The carbonation level is quite nice on this, though. I feel like I’ve been hitting a mediocre rhythm with the beers I pick recently - hopefully winter break will snap the streak!

Founder’s Porter. Nice roasted nose with a lot of notes presence - caramel, toffee, chocolate. Drinks a little thin, but still quite good. Nice brown head on the pour, and feels quite crisp and even bitter for a porter. That really helps the balance with the deep malts, which linger nicely. Great porter.