How can this be? You tried it once without a condom and straight up you fall pregnant. You get a sickening feeling in your stomach and all you can do is cry. You have to tell him, he deserves to know. You get to your feet once more and place your hands over your stomach, thinking of everything that will happen if you go through with this pregnancy. How will he react? Will he be upset? Will he leave you? All these thoughts go through your head, which only make you cry even more. What is your mum going to say? You’re only sixteen years old and you’re pregnant. Suddenly you feel like a slut and you feel insecure. What are all your friends going to think? Will they stick around like true friends or will they leave you and talk shit about you behind your back?
You finally gather the strength to pick up your phone and dial Shawn’s number. He loves you. You love him. You just hope to god that he doesn’t react like the way you’re fearing.
"Hey babe, how are you?" He asks, as soon as he answers. You sob loudly and you hear him panic.
"(Y/N) what’s going on? Are you okay?" He asks frantically.
"Shawn, can you be at my house in five minutes? We need to talk. It’s important." You say, it sounds like he hung up, but then you hear him sigh.
"I don’t want to come around if you’re gonna say we need to break up. I don’t want to hear those words come out of your mouth, ever." He states. You chuckle a bit, but then a shaky breath comes out.
"No that’s not it. Just please come around." You say. He agrees and says that he will be there soon. You pace back and forth running your fingers over the skin on your stomach. There is a growing human inside of you. You remember the movie Juno where they said the baby has fingernails and you cringe. Ew, that’s wicked.
The doorbell rings and you quickly open it, bringing Shawn into your arms as soon as you see his perfect face. He wraps his arms around you and lifts you up off of the ground.
"(Y/N) what’s happened?" He asks. You tell him to sit down and you let out a heavy sigh. How do you put it in to words? You’re gonna be a dad, guess we should have used a condom. No, that is terrible. Think of something else, dude.
"Shawn…I…" You go to say, but then you see his gorgeous eyes and you burst into tears again. He wipes away the tears and urges you to go on.
"Shawn, i’m…I’m pregnant." You say, it’s barely a whisper. His face goes pale and his eyes widen.
"I’m…I’m gonna be a dad?" He asks, when you nod he runs his hands through his hair and surprisingly a smile creeps on his face and he tackles you onto the sofa, kissing you everywhere and then finally catching your lips.
"We’re gonna be parents!" He cheers and spins you around. Is this really happening? Is Shawn actually this excited? A massive grin spreads across your face and you kiss him repeatedly. But then you realise something. Something really important. You have to tell your parents.
"What’s the matter?" He asks, worried.
"How am i gonna tell my mum and dad?!" You ask in a loud tone and break into sobs again. You cover your face with your hands and sob things into your palms.
"They’re not gonna let me see you ever again." You mumble into your hands and he rubs your back, before taking your hands away from your face and wiping the tears away. He kisses your forehead and then whispers.
"(Y/N), You’re not alone in this situation. I’m in it too. I’m responsible for this. I made you pregnant. I will not let you go through with this alone. I will be here through thick and thin, fights and make ups, laughs and cries. I’m never, ever going to leave you alone. I love you so much, (Y/N)"
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