Gods dammit, I’m going to live.
In my free summer I’m going to live and take more chances, see the people I love, do the things I love, accomplish goals, start new habits, destroy old habits…
because I’m tired of living in the dark. I’m tired of being in dark places and staying in my room. I’ve been here for most of my time and it isn’t right nor is it healthy. I want to be out and about while still obeying the needs of my disease-ridden body and my switching mind.
I don’t want anything to control me, nor hinder me..I want to be me. I want to be free.
I want to live..
I want to live!