pondestiel

hauntie asked:

no, you don't ever do that again. please, sophia. i've seen your myface tag and you're beautiful. i know that sometimes you just don't feel good with your body, but think like this: people will love you for what you are, not for what you look like.

thank you so much <3

I got tagged by pondestiel

Rule 1: Always post the rules.
Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.
Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post.
Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them. 

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My questions:

1. What’s your favorite episode of your favorite tv series?
My bloody Valentine - Supernatural
The eleventh Hour - Doctor Who 

2. If you could be the best friend of a fictional character, what would it be? 
Either the Doctor or Dean :) 

3. How long you have a tumblr?
Since September 2011

4. What’s your favorite song?
Too many, seriously. I love to much music. 

5. What’s your favorite book?
Mortal instrument series 

6. And your favorite movie? 
Idk, I always fail to answer this question 

7. What’s your biggest dream?
Living in England, London 

8. If you had the chance to go to Comic Con and a concert from your favorite band, what would you choose?
Uhm… Uhm… UHM………………. I think a Supernatural convention, it’s not so “reachable” than a concert.  

9. How many blogs do you follow?
354 amazing blogs

10. Your favorites ships.
Destiel, Amy x Eleven, Ten x Martha 

11. A quote that describes you.
 
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” 

― Marilyn Monroe

hauntie asked:

hey, i'm not sure if you got my reply, but i really want to thank you for stalking my blog - JFDSLFJLSDDFKSÇF - i mean, this means a lot to me, and i'm happy that you like my blog. oh, and by the way, i really, really like your blog. seriously, it's awesome. ♥

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seriously wow ily omg thank this really means  a lot <3

hauntie asked:

about your self-harm, I really want you to tell me why do you do this. I mean, i've saw the 'myface' tag on your blog, and I have to say, you're beautiful. and obviously you are a lovely person. so tell me, sweetie, why do you cut your perfect body? sorry for the bad english.

It’s a numer of things really. I’m not going to whine and say that my life sucks or anything like that, because I have a pretty good life if you look at it in black and white. My parents are still together, I have a roof over my head, and I’ve never lost someone close to me.

But the fact of the matter is I’m depressed. I recognize that. And it’t completely medical and hereditary. My Grandfather was quite depressed for many years and so was his father. Basically it runs in the family.

Also, I have Social/General Anxiety Disorder. I get panic attacks when I’m presented with a situation I feel uncomfortable in. It’s hard for me to do simple things like go to the movies and order food at restaurants. It also causes me to have zero self-esteem. 

It’s really hard to say exactly why I do it, but it does make me feel better. And I know that it’s not a solution, it;s just another problem. I recognize that. I know it’s bad, but it is in fact, an addiction. I’ve been self harming for around about 2-3 years now. Every time I do it I make up an excuse. “Only this once” “This is only a relapse” “I wont do that much” “I wont do it that badly”.

So I’m trying very hard to stop, and its becoming less frequent.

But I guess the overall answer to your question is that its a coping mechanism (even if its an awful one). And thank you for saying that you think I’m pretty it means a lot. But the truth is, when someone tells me I’m pretty, I don’t believe them because I’ve been called the opposite so much. What my stance is also, is that it’s not what others think of me that makes me self-harm, it’s what I think of myself. 

hauntie asked:

clara or amy?

Amy! But I think I’ll start to like Clara more in the future idk we’ll see 

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