I was tagged by thetoxicdarkness :3 thank you honey <3

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and come up with 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post.

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

The questions I got:

What are you afraid of? My biggest fear is being alone

Are you holding onto something you need to let go of? Yes, mostly people who hurt me/make me or my friends feel bad

When was the last time you tried something new? Today my dad got us some weired tasting drinks :D

Summer or Winter? Winter *____*

Where do you want to be right now? Where I am right now is just perfect cuz it’s my bed :D

Is there a day you want to delete from your memories? Ugh yes, there was that class-trip where my “friends” hurt me really bad and i started to cry and ran back in a room and hide and everyone thought i killed myselfe :(

Have you ever been to a concert? YEEEEES! Like 4 or so, which is not too much but I’m happy whit this number for now :3

What is your happiest childhood memory?  What makes it so special? I don’t really remember it but I think when my cousins and I were best friends or so and we watched some Marilyn Manson videos. Cuz it was with my best friends and I got to see a new kind of music. I was 8 I think and till that I never even heard music like that. It was just awsome. He’s still my fav musician :)

Do you believe in ghosts? I’m not sure. Sometimes I feel like they HAVE to exsist, but sometimes I have doubts

Would you like to be someone else? If yes, who? Some little kid who’s life is interesting but is happy with it. Or a singer :) Maybe even a boy. Ooooo no! I know! HANNAH SNOWDON IS PERFECT! *____* I WANNA BE HER!

If you just won a million dollars, what would you buy with the money? CONCERT TICKETS! Aaaaand band merch. And more color pencils and pro markers and other stuff I need for drawing. And give some money to an asylum. I know it sounds kinda crazy. But may or may not I wanna work in an asylum 

So here are my questions:

Why did you join to tumblr?

What’s your favourite band?

Is there anything you never told anyone?

Is there a person you can trust fully?

What do you want to be when you grow up?

Are there any stuffed animals in your bed?

Do you like to read? If so what’s your favourite book?

Name 5 things you wanna do before you die.

Do you belive in life after death?

Any bad habbits?

Could you kill a human being?

anonymous asked:

longest you've gone without sleep,favorite blog at moment,any mutual followers that make you happy to see online

((Umm, something about 36 hours I guess. Really can’t name one, there’re too many, so really can’t choose one. Also a lot umm, Pepperthehotmess, 12percentpepper, candyhalo, loki-in-221b-mirkwood, virginia-aka-pepperpotts, pointlessblogofwhatever and many more.))

The Pain...
  • "There is a beautiful kind of pain.
  • The electrifying kind that jolts you awake
  • like a dose from a defibrillator or one too many shots of caffeine;
  • the soothing kind you clutch to your chest like a child would his teddy;
  • the kind that mutters soothing words into your hair and holds you as a mother might.
  • (a pain like flushing your mind through a blender,
  • turning it into chicken feed,
  • And bleeding the world though your soul)
  • your addicted to it -
  • to chewing the world apart like scrap paper through a shredder -
  • you want to live it, hold it, marry it, taste it, be it;
  • Come home each night to find it waiting for me in the bathtub,
  • soaking me in its acid...
  • Agony is sugar-coated, wrapped in silk and duty-free;
  • it licks through your skin and bleeds its impurities.
  • Bloodletting was used to purge evils
  • and your am old-fashioned.
  • There is a beautiful kind of pain,
  • and I'm too afraid to let it go."
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